I can't even begin to write about Saturday yet. So many amazing things, can't find the 'voice' yet. So I thought I would share some pics instead. ;)
Perve more of "School Girl"Monday, January 31, 2011
Wednesday, January 26, 2011
Shirts I wish I could wear...
Playing around making shirts I wish I could get away with wearing... These are real and can be customized and ordered if you can get away with them. ;)
More to come, I am sure...
Perve more of "Shirts I wish I could wear..."![]() |
| For when it isn't written on flesh... |
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| Truth in advertising |
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| And damned proud of it! |
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| You know people would ask... |
More to come, I am sure...
Tuesday, January 25, 2011
Broken
This week was amazing. I got a chance to let out all sides of me at once. The slut (always), the submissive and the Domme, the sadist and the masochist.Half of me fighting him, the other half groveling at his feet. Taunting him with her, controlling her with my skills until he turned the tables.
She became his weapon, used against me physically and emotionally, to control me, force the fight in me back. Coerced and beaten until nothing more hurt, and I was broken, submitting completely.
(Looking forward to Saturday!) ;)
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Friday, January 21, 2011
Fucktoy Friday 7 (Drunk Tweeting)
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| An appropriate Guinness ad. |
Me. Right this minute at J's house. Too long for a tweet! http://www.aslutsmemoir.com/2011/01/this-is-fucking-hot.html
Got off really fast waiting for the head on the Guinness to settle. Drunk tweeting. Probably not a good idea horny and in full subby mode...
Oh. It's #fucktoyfriday! Can I still be a fucktoy if I'm not the one getting fucked? Hot as hell! http://bit.ly/eay5k3
If you are able. RT @Lovely_guyandy: @SlipperyWhnWhet I think I should take advantage of the situation
@saynine You still up? ;)
Yes. ;) RT @Lovely_guyandy: @SlipperyWhnWhet Most challenge for me ;-) you gonna resist? ;-)
"Roll me over and turn me around..." playing. Fuck! BRB...
*gutteral moan* I just came outside in the cold. The sounds of waves on the lake shore and wind in the trees were sensual. Hard to explain.
I am still dressed, haven't had cock or pussy, been beaten or beaten anyone, & still I have cum more than I can count right now. Last beer.
Bring it! RT @Lovely_guyandy: @SlipperyWhnWhet All is fair in love war and sex ;-)
Damn! I should be leaving room for the #FucktoyFriday tag on my tweets! I blame it on the Guinness... ;)
One of those "can't be explained physical and mental places I so thoroughly enjoy... Total sensation... ;) RT @stu747: @SlipperyWhnWhet wow!
@Lovely_guyandy Not fast enough. Off to imagine with my hands...
Off to imagine with my hands... listening to them... again, and again, and again until I pass out... #FucktoyFriday
Finally getting undressed. Pants and thermal underwear soaked thru. Hands wandering... again. Goodnight!
Then later...
Last night listening to you fuck her even the most subtle movements of my finger on my clit were making me cum over and over. #fucktoyfriday
After making the bed I slept on the floor listening to you fuck her. I felt grateful to be allowed to serve you. #fucktoyfriday
I mentioned a post I hadn't written yet on my blog. Tempted to post part of the video for #FucktoyFriday... ;)
Hmm... Sill in that exposed and humiliated mode from last night. But I guess no one wants to see that video. #fucktoyfriday
I knew I wouldn't get away with that. I was right. ;)
Video: #FucktoyFriday Me cuming. Hard! The story I have yet to write… http://bit.ly/eEx3Cx
That video is the beginning of the stories I was ordered to tell His date last night. Outed and humiliated. Hot! #FucktoyFriday @FTFMaster
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This is fucking hot!
I went to work tonight, but was offered the night off. I turned around, walked out, and went to J's. I was unable to reach him by phone, but knew he would be there.
Another car was here and I was uneasy. He had a date. I was invited in and introduced to her. Then he started asking me questions in *that* voice. Commands. I went into sub mode.
"B said she would like to see you again" he said. "Would you like that?"
The question, asked in front of another completely vanilla woman, made me blush. (It is very hard to make me blush!) I answered. I haven't even written about that experience yet. It was HOT! I do have the video, however, so I won't forget the details. ;)
I answered. Completely and honestly starting with "So I was learning to top my girlfriend" and a brief summary of how that came about at his prompting. I was completely exposed and, yes, humiliated in front of this woman. The level of pain I take, the complete slutty parts of me... gang bangs and all...
And I was getting off on it!
Throw in a little bit of weed and some Guiness, with him physically tormenting me throughout, and you might have an idea of where I was. No. Probably not even close to the thoughts exploding in my head...
I had to go out and smoke. While out there, a question, a phrase, formed itself in my mind. I went back in and waited, respectfully for a break in the conversation. I was enjoying watching work his charms on her. Finally a break came.
I was physically squirming by then. I kept rubbing my legs together for stimulation to keep myself from running my hands all over myself. I needed to cum! I looked at her. "Would you like to make this a night you will never forget?" I let that sink in. "You don't have to do anything. Just enjoy the feelings."
I completely submitted. I had laid all of myself bare and open. Outed. Exposed. Vulnerable. In His control. I was drenched. She was flattered, but politely declined. She went out to smoke.
Full slut mode kicked in. I threw myself at John, teasing and taunting him. I told him I understood I had interrupted his evening, and I was content staying downstairs while he enjoyed the rest of his evening with his date. I also informed I could not drive. (I do love Guinness!) I, in full submissive mode, said I would do as he wished. I also knew I would slide further and further into the subby mindset with each command.
She came back in. He looked at me. "Make the bed upstairs. The sheets are in the laundry basket."
I walked over. I had to. I needed to. I pulled the sheets out. I whispered to her on the way through the kitchen that "Sometimes the 'yes Sir' parts suck. I'll be back. Gotta make the bed", walked upstairs, and made the bed.
Every movement was sensual. I was getting off to sheets, making a bed, so that J could fuck this woman. When I was satisfied, I came back down. I grabbed a lighter, turned around and went back up. I lit the candles for him, and turned off the lights. His stage was set, and I was soaking wet creating it for him. I returned downstairs and presented the lighter. "The room is ready for inspection Sir."
He smiled. He had been giving that smile to me all night in response to my blunt and honest answers to his, and her, questions. It's the smile that melts me into a submissive puddle. He followed me upstairs. The instant he was in the room I threw myself at him again, rubbing my crotch on his thigh.
I told him how hot this entire situation was for me. I am serving him by bowing out tonight. I told him I would masturbate listening to them and I pried myself off of him. I told her that as well when returned to the kitchen.
He wasted no time. I had done well. He took her upstairs. I cleaned the mess we had made in the kitchen and picked up and organized the shoes and folded discarded clothing. I am a good sub if you know the proper ways to use one. I was drenched and almost getting off on my own movements.
Almost. I sat down. I touched myself. OMG! Instant explosion! I had been so on edge for so long, mentally as well as physically, that all it took was a touch. That type of release is mind blowing! It became blurry after that. Wow! Hearing sounds from upstairs, moans, (gentle) spanks, etc., kept sending me over. Being quiet so I could hear was hard!
I went out to smoke, and here I am. Drunk typing. (Knew this was too much to tweet.) About to pour another beer, smoke a cigarette, and play with myself until I pass out listening to them. They are still going...
Besides, I will get mine in just a few short hours anyway... but with another man. ;)
(The evening continues here.)
Perve more of "This is fucking hot!"Another car was here and I was uneasy. He had a date. I was invited in and introduced to her. Then he started asking me questions in *that* voice. Commands. I went into sub mode.
"B said she would like to see you again" he said. "Would you like that?"
The question, asked in front of another completely vanilla woman, made me blush. (It is very hard to make me blush!) I answered. I haven't even written about that experience yet. It was HOT! I do have the video, however, so I won't forget the details. ;)
I answered. Completely and honestly starting with "So I was learning to top my girlfriend" and a brief summary of how that came about at his prompting. I was completely exposed and, yes, humiliated in front of this woman. The level of pain I take, the complete slutty parts of me... gang bangs and all...
And I was getting off on it!
Throw in a little bit of weed and some Guiness, with him physically tormenting me throughout, and you might have an idea of where I was. No. Probably not even close to the thoughts exploding in my head...
I had to go out and smoke. While out there, a question, a phrase, formed itself in my mind. I went back in and waited, respectfully for a break in the conversation. I was enjoying watching work his charms on her. Finally a break came.
I was physically squirming by then. I kept rubbing my legs together for stimulation to keep myself from running my hands all over myself. I needed to cum! I looked at her. "Would you like to make this a night you will never forget?" I let that sink in. "You don't have to do anything. Just enjoy the feelings."
I completely submitted. I had laid all of myself bare and open. Outed. Exposed. Vulnerable. In His control. I was drenched. She was flattered, but politely declined. She went out to smoke.
Full slut mode kicked in. I threw myself at John, teasing and taunting him. I told him I understood I had interrupted his evening, and I was content staying downstairs while he enjoyed the rest of his evening with his date. I also informed I could not drive. (I do love Guinness!) I, in full submissive mode, said I would do as he wished. I also knew I would slide further and further into the subby mindset with each command.
She came back in. He looked at me. "Make the bed upstairs. The sheets are in the laundry basket."
I walked over. I had to. I needed to. I pulled the sheets out. I whispered to her on the way through the kitchen that "Sometimes the 'yes Sir' parts suck. I'll be back. Gotta make the bed", walked upstairs, and made the bed.
Every movement was sensual. I was getting off to sheets, making a bed, so that J could fuck this woman. When I was satisfied, I came back down. I grabbed a lighter, turned around and went back up. I lit the candles for him, and turned off the lights. His stage was set, and I was soaking wet creating it for him. I returned downstairs and presented the lighter. "The room is ready for inspection Sir."
He smiled. He had been giving that smile to me all night in response to my blunt and honest answers to his, and her, questions. It's the smile that melts me into a submissive puddle. He followed me upstairs. The instant he was in the room I threw myself at him again, rubbing my crotch on his thigh.
I told him how hot this entire situation was for me. I am serving him by bowing out tonight. I told him I would masturbate listening to them and I pried myself off of him. I told her that as well when returned to the kitchen.
He wasted no time. I had done well. He took her upstairs. I cleaned the mess we had made in the kitchen and picked up and organized the shoes and folded discarded clothing. I am a good sub if you know the proper ways to use one. I was drenched and almost getting off on my own movements.
Almost. I sat down. I touched myself. OMG! Instant explosion! I had been so on edge for so long, mentally as well as physically, that all it took was a touch. That type of release is mind blowing! It became blurry after that. Wow! Hearing sounds from upstairs, moans, (gentle) spanks, etc., kept sending me over. Being quiet so I could hear was hard!
I went out to smoke, and here I am. Drunk typing. (Knew this was too much to tweet.) About to pour another beer, smoke a cigarette, and play with myself until I pass out listening to them. They are still going...
Besides, I will get mine in just a few short hours anyway... but with another man. ;)
(The evening continues here.)
Wednesday, January 19, 2011
Out To Lunch
To say that I was disappointed my plans for Tuesday were canceled would be a serious understatement. I had been so looking forward to it, and just shut myself off from everything Monday evening. Fortunately, I have awesome friends who were not having that at all.
Tuesday morning P asked to see me, and was taunting me with images of him beating me with his belt. I jumped in the shower, and hit the road. It was actually nice to notice that at the moment I was supposed to be kneeling at The Sadist's door I was on my way to see P. I was smiling. It would not be a long session, just a long lunch for him, but it was exactly what I needed.
Then a thought hit me. I called T and told her take lunch early and meet me there. I didn't tell P. I wanted it to be my surprise to him. They hadn't been able to get together in a while. She agreed, and now my smile was from ear to ear. We got there before him, and when he arrived I told him I had a present for him. He beamed when he saw her kneeling at his door.
Only a moment after we were inside, we were naked and told to go warm his bed for him. Being good submissives, we jumped in the bed and started making it very warm. There wasn't time for small talk. He enjoyed the show for a few minutes before joining us.
She and I were both beaten with his belt then spanked, and soon she and I were both cuming over and over at his direction. He is very good at using us to please each other as well as himself. I especially enjoyed the 69 with me on the bottom giving my mouth and hands free access to please them both.
You would think that with his cock in one of six available holes at all times and live girl-on-girl porn going on right in front of him that it would be a very quick lunch date. Not with P! And our orgasms continued...
At one point, with his fist in her hair and her mouth on his cock, I decided to fist her. He does enjoy seeing that. Then we started talking about her, not to her, as an object, a toy. I was alternating spanking her, and rubbing her clit while working my hand inside her.
She started to cum again, but much more intensely than I had ever seen. Then I felt it. She started squirting. The liquid felt so hot on my leg and his hand. He and I looked at each other. He raised an eyebrow. I grinned and kept going. "Good girl" I said. Then "Don't you dare stop sucking slut!" Of course she didn't. She is such a good pet. At least she didn't stop yet. But after cuming and squirting three more times, she was not able to function very well.
I moved up, sliding my body along hers and kissing the entire way as I slipped my hand out. She was still trying to suck him. I whispered in her ear "Was that your first time? And your second, third, fourth?"
She managed a weak "Uh huh."
I grinned. "I am so going to fuck with you on Twitter now. You know that right?"
At that she burst into a fit of giggles and was unable to continue. I took over worshiping his cock and she moved up to kiss, snuggle, and recover. They were talking while I was sucking. Now I was the toy. After a bit he said "I love to watch the two of you together."
"You ought to see us work a crowd."
I tried not to laugh. I tried really, REALLY hard to continue pleasing him. With his cock down my throat, I completely lost it. (For those who have never experienced it, uncontrolled laughter while deep throating HURTS!) I rolled off and laughed and laughed. We all did. It has been said more than once there "If you can't laugh, then you're just not having fun." And it is always fun there!
We continued, ending with her sitting on my face, back to him, and my fist inside her again. With that view, he was pounding my pussy hitting all the right spots. I knew he and I were getting close, and I tried to bring her to the edge but not over. I wanted a three way simultaneous orgasm. She couldn't hold back though and screamed through hers grinding my face. He and I both came screaming a moment later.
We all collapsed, me in the middle, my heart pounding. Her hand was on my chest, his was on my hip. I still couldn't speak, but moved his hand up to hers, then placed my hand on both of theirs. Out of all the amazing moments that day, I think that was my favorite. Two of my favorite people holding me and each other.
I glanced at my watch. It was time for them to go back to work. Even though it had only been two hours, it seemed like forever. But it was over. For that day, at least. We left, all grinning. We definitely need to do lunch again soon!
Perve more of "Out To Lunch"Tuesday morning P asked to see me, and was taunting me with images of him beating me with his belt. I jumped in the shower, and hit the road. It was actually nice to notice that at the moment I was supposed to be kneeling at The Sadist's door I was on my way to see P. I was smiling. It would not be a long session, just a long lunch for him, but it was exactly what I needed.
Then a thought hit me. I called T and told her take lunch early and meet me there. I didn't tell P. I wanted it to be my surprise to him. They hadn't been able to get together in a while. She agreed, and now my smile was from ear to ear. We got there before him, and when he arrived I told him I had a present for him. He beamed when he saw her kneeling at his door.
Only a moment after we were inside, we were naked and told to go warm his bed for him. Being good submissives, we jumped in the bed and started making it very warm. There wasn't time for small talk. He enjoyed the show for a few minutes before joining us.
She and I were both beaten with his belt then spanked, and soon she and I were both cuming over and over at his direction. He is very good at using us to please each other as well as himself. I especially enjoyed the 69 with me on the bottom giving my mouth and hands free access to please them both.
You would think that with his cock in one of six available holes at all times and live girl-on-girl porn going on right in front of him that it would be a very quick lunch date. Not with P! And our orgasms continued...
At one point, with his fist in her hair and her mouth on his cock, I decided to fist her. He does enjoy seeing that. Then we started talking about her, not to her, as an object, a toy. I was alternating spanking her, and rubbing her clit while working my hand inside her.
She started to cum again, but much more intensely than I had ever seen. Then I felt it. She started squirting. The liquid felt so hot on my leg and his hand. He and I looked at each other. He raised an eyebrow. I grinned and kept going. "Good girl" I said. Then "Don't you dare stop sucking slut!" Of course she didn't. She is such a good pet. At least she didn't stop yet. But after cuming and squirting three more times, she was not able to function very well.
I moved up, sliding my body along hers and kissing the entire way as I slipped my hand out. She was still trying to suck him. I whispered in her ear "Was that your first time? And your second, third, fourth?"
She managed a weak "Uh huh."
I grinned. "I am so going to fuck with you on Twitter now. You know that right?"
At that she burst into a fit of giggles and was unable to continue. I took over worshiping his cock and she moved up to kiss, snuggle, and recover. They were talking while I was sucking. Now I was the toy. After a bit he said "I love to watch the two of you together."
"You ought to see us work a crowd."
I tried not to laugh. I tried really, REALLY hard to continue pleasing him. With his cock down my throat, I completely lost it. (For those who have never experienced it, uncontrolled laughter while deep throating HURTS!) I rolled off and laughed and laughed. We all did. It has been said more than once there "If you can't laugh, then you're just not having fun." And it is always fun there!
We continued, ending with her sitting on my face, back to him, and my fist inside her again. With that view, he was pounding my pussy hitting all the right spots. I knew he and I were getting close, and I tried to bring her to the edge but not over. I wanted a three way simultaneous orgasm. She couldn't hold back though and screamed through hers grinding my face. He and I both came screaming a moment later.
We all collapsed, me in the middle, my heart pounding. Her hand was on my chest, his was on my hip. I still couldn't speak, but moved his hand up to hers, then placed my hand on both of theirs. Out of all the amazing moments that day, I think that was my favorite. Two of my favorite people holding me and each other.
I glanced at my watch. It was time for them to go back to work. Even though it had only been two hours, it seemed like forever. But it was over. For that day, at least. We left, all grinning. We definitely need to do lunch again soon!
Greed
I have just sent an email arranging another party. This time it will be just for me. No other schedules to worry about. No other anything to worry about. Just me, and them.
Greedy and selfish? Oh hell yes it is! ;) All of that just for me. Greedy Slut is ready...
Perve more of "Greed"Greedy and selfish? Oh hell yes it is! ;) All of that just for me. Greedy Slut is ready...
Ten New Things I Did At The Gang Bang
*Another homework assignment I gave pet. I am still thinking of new things/fantasies fulfilled from my birthday party...
Ten New Things I Did At The Gang Bang (other than do a gang bang, which was new)
- Came in front of a group of people: didn't have a choice *grins*
- Saw a black cock: it’s a beautiful thing
- Sucked 25 cocks in a row: pats self on back, deep throated them all
- Bukkake, had men cum on my face: hot
- Fucked in front of a group of people: you forget they are there
- Fucked on/off, mostly on for 13 hours: the more you fuck the more you want
- Was videotaped/photographed sucking cock and fucking: pics were great, I love doing erotic photography
- Made out with L in front of other people: I love to make out with Her anywhere
- Was naked in front of a group of people: I love to be naked
- Drank peach champagne: perfect way to end a gang bang - with a toast
Pet knows there were probably more....
*Oh, yes pet. You will be thinking of new things from that day for a very long time...
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Sunday, January 16, 2011
Gang Bang Cockaholic, Part 1 (Pet's Homework)
Gangbang Anonymous: I am on time for the meeting and patiently wait for my turn in the circle and then say, “Hello my name is slut_t and I am a cockaholic...” This is my story:
In early November the seed was planted. I never even knew there was such a thing as planned group sex events, that there were actual party planners who did that. I had never heard the word Bukkake before. Hearing my L talk about it right after her birthday gang bang was mind blowing.
My first thought was I could never do that. I saw the pictures and video and thought again oh my god, I could never do that. But within a week of hearing about it, I was talking to P about L's experience and I said "I could never do that... but I might like to watch", and then said "I don't think I could do that, well maybe do it with 5 or 6 guys". That is how my mind works.
I should know by now, once I hear about something, going from no to maybe to doing seems a natural progression. My mantra has been that I look before I leap, but I will jump.
Then L told me She had set up a party on January 7th and that I should request the day off from work. I did. This was going to be one hell of a hole to jump down. I knew the only way I could was if someone was holding my hand while I did, and if I was blindfolded. But I did want to do it and I sorted through all the thoughts, fears and desires in my mind. I had had over two months to do so. I broke down each area, each fear, and looked at it from all sides. It's true I over analyze everything. That's just the way I am, but then when I do whatever that everything is I’m ready. Well, as least as ready as you can be for a gang bang.
I had real fears about this and the biggest was, would I wake up the next day and regret what I did? I looked at all sides of this and realized up to this point I had never regretted anything I had done. I had learned so much more about me in the process. I found myself thinking that I might regret not doing it, and that is when I knew I would. Sometimes I am a very practical slut.
More fears: Could I do it? Not the event itself, but could I please everyone there? Would I do a good job? Looking at this fear I knew I loved to suck cock, and sucking this many would be more of a challenge, but one I was willing to attempt. I love cock worship and had done so for several hours at a time before. This would be just like that, only instead of sucking one cock I would get to suck and worship at least 25. Maybe more than once.
I love cocks. They are all so different. The feel of them in my mouth as I adapt to each one is something special. The feel of the head as it hits the back of my throat, and most of all the response from the cock. I love to feel it get hard, and pulse, and move. I love to make it respond. I began to crave cock. And I knew once I started sucking cock I would want cock in my holes. That's just the way I am.
Some might feel safety would be a fear, but it wasn't. I knew I was safe, that if at any point I did not want to do it, stop doing it, or whatever, my wishes would be respected. L had assured me of this and I trust Her. I am Her pet and know She always takes good care of me, and will protect me if I need it. The last thing I spoke to Her before going in, as I lay snuggled up against her on the bed, was that I felt very safe in this moment. I heard and felt Her response, a slight groan and heat from Her body as She pulled me close and held me.
We arrived early at the hotel. The room was not yet ready so we left to get something to eat. L began to mindfuck me a bit, just a little, and I could feel Her excitement building. She was so excited for this and I knew how excited She was for me too, and that we would again share another first for me together.
After getting the key we went up and I began to set up the room. I love to do that. I had everything from my list, and then some. I had also brought L a present. I had picked it out the week before and had been teasing Her about it all week. It was my secret and now I could give it to Her. I had found us matching short white velour bathrobes. They had rhinestone bunnies on the back. I had told Her I had to get them, because it would remind us we were there to fuck like rabbits. We shared a pre gang bang intimate funny moment together, one of my favorites of the day.
L showered and we both got dressed in our corset outfits. I glanced at the clock more than once realizing how quickly the time was going by, knowing there would be a knock at the door soon, that others would start arriving. The Dom, K, She had invited arrived, then a couple, including another girl who was there to help keep the men hard during the gang bang as they were waiting for us to be available. Then the planner showed up and it became quite busy and noisy in the room.
L handed me the leather wrist and ankle cuffs and told me to put them on, and after that was done told me to put on the blindfold. After being blindfolded it only heightened my other senses, my hearing was acute and I could feel the presence of many as they came and went from the room. At the time I never thought about how I might look to them... sitting or laying propped up on the bed, like a little stuffed animal waiting to be played with. A toy, a fucktoy.
They thought I was nervous, and I was, but it was their chatter that annoyed me and made it worse. It seemed loud and confused me. I needed time to escape into my subbie mindset. My desire to serve all those men required that. I felt I was being whiny in asking for that. I kept saying please give me some peace and finally someone heard me. Those few quiet moments were enough. Then pulled up by my leash I was told it was time, and I was calm. My body may have displayed the signs of nervousness, but my mind was calm. My only thought was to please.
I felt L hand my leash to Dom K, and then his voice said to me "Come now. Walk beside me. I’m going to lead you in" and we began to walk.
When I entered the room I heard the collective intake of breath from 25 men waiting to use me. My first thought was I hope I please them. The second that I loved the feeling of being devoured by their eyes. I knew they were all staring at me, at us, at L and I. She had her own agenda, to use the men as toys on me and for Her own needs, Her amusement, and satisfaction. They were there for Her use.
I had heard them talk about the conference table. Would it be broken apart? Where should it go? How should it be used? That was all part of that distracting chatter before, but now I see it was a good mindfuck too.
Dom K stopped in front of the table and I was placed up on it. I began to shiver just a bit when I realized they were going to use it to display me. I felt L lay up next to me and it felt nice to know She was there, until I heard the click of the Hitachi. I groaned and knew what was coming. I heard Her chuckle. It is the slightly evil Mistress chuckle I had heard many times before.
I squirmed and tried to avoid the Hitachi for a moment, but I was held down and knew I would submit to Her. I am Her pet and She wanted to use me like this. She told me that I was going to cum in front of all these men and I did. She then dipped her fingers into my pussy, licked my juices and invited the men to do the same.
The next thing I felt was my pussy being licked by multiple men, one after another, and I truly began to abandon myself to the moment. I began to not remember there were others watching. We were pulled off the table and placed on our knees on the floor. I opened my mouth for the first cock and one was placed in my mouth. I began to suck, deep and hard. I heard their approval.
After the third or fourth cock I realized that I needed to treat each cock as if it was the first one and gave each cock my full attention. Adapting to each one’s size and need I deep throated all of them, all twenty five. I felt men cum in my mouth, the warm cum trapped in the condom and I heard their groans. Most had been saving their cum for a week for the face cuming later. I was secretly pleased that my sucking had made them cum before that. Sometimes I am a naughty pet.
L came over and told me what a good girl I was, and I kept sucking. The taps on my shoulder were the only time I knew there were others waiting. Sometimes I could feel someone’s impatience and I wanted to beg for their patience and assure them I would take care of them soon. Someone grabbed the chain of my leash and began to pull me from cock to cock. I kept sucking and sucking, and I began to want to be fucked. My pussy and ass ached to be filled.
And then the fucking began. I was still sucking cock, but the first cock in my ass felt so sweet. The men were tentative about sticking it in. I wanted to tell them to just shove that cock in. I wanted it hard and rough but I couldn't speak. My mouth was full of cock.
The only time I stopped sucking cock was when I was cuming. I do not know how many times I was fucked in my cunt and ass. The marker lines on my ass to keep track added up to 33, but many forgot to mark me. We used up the marker until the ink was gone... We are very good sluts.
I felt the first slap on my ass. The spank was not hard, but immediately made me want more, and I began to crave pain, I didn't want them to stop and I began to purr and moan. I wanted all of them to spank me and not stop. The blows were not hard enough and did not last long enough, but I was happy for what I was being given. I had wanted to be beaten before the gang bang and there had not been any opportunity, so I was grateful for what I was receiving.
Now it was time for them to cum. I did not know how it would feel to have men cum on my face. I had only had one man cum on my tits once before, and one time on my back. The first cum to hit my forehead felt warm and my body instantly heated up. I felt flushed and wanted more. The drops ran down my face, and I felt the cum as it traced its way down my face and stopped. More cum hit me, and I did not want it to stop.
I heard the men comment on each other’s loads being spent, how much and where. I heard them congratulate each other. It makes me giggle now. They were like little boys who stand in the woods together seeing who can pee the longest, highest and farthest. I enjoyed their friendly competition as each one came. I think this is one of the reasons I love men so much. Their natural competitiveness but ability to work as a team. In this situation that was a win-win for me.
After the bukkake part, the event started to wind down. Round one was over, and most men had to leave and go back to work. This is a long lunch type event for them. It makes me wonder how much work they were able to get done after what they had experienced.
When L and I were pulled off the table and told to kneel on the floor for cock, I didn't understand why no one came up to us right away. I had assumed that the men would be all over us. L has told me now that what She had done in the beginning had slightly intimidated them. They were in shock over what they had seen. Just watching L and me together was a lot, not to mention the fetish wear and the kink too, and that was in the first 10 minutes of the gang bang. Most had never seen anything like the show She put on before, and it was not what they had been expecting when they arrived.
I love that. I loved being used like that, and a part of me wants to provide that shock again, to know I have that ability to not only give them what they want, to please them, but also give them something they weren't even expecting. It turns me on and makes me wet. My heart is pounding and I am forced to stop now. The memories have made me horny and I need just a few minutes. Please excuse me and then I will continue...
Perve more of "Gang Bang Cockaholic, Part 1 (Pet's Homework)"In early November the seed was planted. I never even knew there was such a thing as planned group sex events, that there were actual party planners who did that. I had never heard the word Bukkake before. Hearing my L talk about it right after her birthday gang bang was mind blowing.
My first thought was I could never do that. I saw the pictures and video and thought again oh my god, I could never do that. But within a week of hearing about it, I was talking to P about L's experience and I said "I could never do that... but I might like to watch", and then said "I don't think I could do that, well maybe do it with 5 or 6 guys". That is how my mind works.
I should know by now, once I hear about something, going from no to maybe to doing seems a natural progression. My mantra has been that I look before I leap, but I will jump.
Then L told me She had set up a party on January 7th and that I should request the day off from work. I did. This was going to be one hell of a hole to jump down. I knew the only way I could was if someone was holding my hand while I did, and if I was blindfolded. But I did want to do it and I sorted through all the thoughts, fears and desires in my mind. I had had over two months to do so. I broke down each area, each fear, and looked at it from all sides. It's true I over analyze everything. That's just the way I am, but then when I do whatever that everything is I’m ready. Well, as least as ready as you can be for a gang bang.
I had real fears about this and the biggest was, would I wake up the next day and regret what I did? I looked at all sides of this and realized up to this point I had never regretted anything I had done. I had learned so much more about me in the process. I found myself thinking that I might regret not doing it, and that is when I knew I would. Sometimes I am a very practical slut.
More fears: Could I do it? Not the event itself, but could I please everyone there? Would I do a good job? Looking at this fear I knew I loved to suck cock, and sucking this many would be more of a challenge, but one I was willing to attempt. I love cock worship and had done so for several hours at a time before. This would be just like that, only instead of sucking one cock I would get to suck and worship at least 25. Maybe more than once.
I love cocks. They are all so different. The feel of them in my mouth as I adapt to each one is something special. The feel of the head as it hits the back of my throat, and most of all the response from the cock. I love to feel it get hard, and pulse, and move. I love to make it respond. I began to crave cock. And I knew once I started sucking cock I would want cock in my holes. That's just the way I am.
Some might feel safety would be a fear, but it wasn't. I knew I was safe, that if at any point I did not want to do it, stop doing it, or whatever, my wishes would be respected. L had assured me of this and I trust Her. I am Her pet and know She always takes good care of me, and will protect me if I need it. The last thing I spoke to Her before going in, as I lay snuggled up against her on the bed, was that I felt very safe in this moment. I heard and felt Her response, a slight groan and heat from Her body as She pulled me close and held me.
We arrived early at the hotel. The room was not yet ready so we left to get something to eat. L began to mindfuck me a bit, just a little, and I could feel Her excitement building. She was so excited for this and I knew how excited She was for me too, and that we would again share another first for me together.
After getting the key we went up and I began to set up the room. I love to do that. I had everything from my list, and then some. I had also brought L a present. I had picked it out the week before and had been teasing Her about it all week. It was my secret and now I could give it to Her. I had found us matching short white velour bathrobes. They had rhinestone bunnies on the back. I had told Her I had to get them, because it would remind us we were there to fuck like rabbits. We shared a pre gang bang intimate funny moment together, one of my favorites of the day.
L showered and we both got dressed in our corset outfits. I glanced at the clock more than once realizing how quickly the time was going by, knowing there would be a knock at the door soon, that others would start arriving. The Dom, K, She had invited arrived, then a couple, including another girl who was there to help keep the men hard during the gang bang as they were waiting for us to be available. Then the planner showed up and it became quite busy and noisy in the room.
L handed me the leather wrist and ankle cuffs and told me to put them on, and after that was done told me to put on the blindfold. After being blindfolded it only heightened my other senses, my hearing was acute and I could feel the presence of many as they came and went from the room. At the time I never thought about how I might look to them... sitting or laying propped up on the bed, like a little stuffed animal waiting to be played with. A toy, a fucktoy.
They thought I was nervous, and I was, but it was their chatter that annoyed me and made it worse. It seemed loud and confused me. I needed time to escape into my subbie mindset. My desire to serve all those men required that. I felt I was being whiny in asking for that. I kept saying please give me some peace and finally someone heard me. Those few quiet moments were enough. Then pulled up by my leash I was told it was time, and I was calm. My body may have displayed the signs of nervousness, but my mind was calm. My only thought was to please.
I felt L hand my leash to Dom K, and then his voice said to me "Come now. Walk beside me. I’m going to lead you in" and we began to walk.
When I entered the room I heard the collective intake of breath from 25 men waiting to use me. My first thought was I hope I please them. The second that I loved the feeling of being devoured by their eyes. I knew they were all staring at me, at us, at L and I. She had her own agenda, to use the men as toys on me and for Her own needs, Her amusement, and satisfaction. They were there for Her use.
I had heard them talk about the conference table. Would it be broken apart? Where should it go? How should it be used? That was all part of that distracting chatter before, but now I see it was a good mindfuck too.
Dom K stopped in front of the table and I was placed up on it. I began to shiver just a bit when I realized they were going to use it to display me. I felt L lay up next to me and it felt nice to know She was there, until I heard the click of the Hitachi. I groaned and knew what was coming. I heard Her chuckle. It is the slightly evil Mistress chuckle I had heard many times before.
I squirmed and tried to avoid the Hitachi for a moment, but I was held down and knew I would submit to Her. I am Her pet and She wanted to use me like this. She told me that I was going to cum in front of all these men and I did. She then dipped her fingers into my pussy, licked my juices and invited the men to do the same.
The next thing I felt was my pussy being licked by multiple men, one after another, and I truly began to abandon myself to the moment. I began to not remember there were others watching. We were pulled off the table and placed on our knees on the floor. I opened my mouth for the first cock and one was placed in my mouth. I began to suck, deep and hard. I heard their approval.
After the third or fourth cock I realized that I needed to treat each cock as if it was the first one and gave each cock my full attention. Adapting to each one’s size and need I deep throated all of them, all twenty five. I felt men cum in my mouth, the warm cum trapped in the condom and I heard their groans. Most had been saving their cum for a week for the face cuming later. I was secretly pleased that my sucking had made them cum before that. Sometimes I am a naughty pet.
L came over and told me what a good girl I was, and I kept sucking. The taps on my shoulder were the only time I knew there were others waiting. Sometimes I could feel someone’s impatience and I wanted to beg for their patience and assure them I would take care of them soon. Someone grabbed the chain of my leash and began to pull me from cock to cock. I kept sucking and sucking, and I began to want to be fucked. My pussy and ass ached to be filled.
And then the fucking began. I was still sucking cock, but the first cock in my ass felt so sweet. The men were tentative about sticking it in. I wanted to tell them to just shove that cock in. I wanted it hard and rough but I couldn't speak. My mouth was full of cock.
The only time I stopped sucking cock was when I was cuming. I do not know how many times I was fucked in my cunt and ass. The marker lines on my ass to keep track added up to 33, but many forgot to mark me. We used up the marker until the ink was gone... We are very good sluts.
I felt the first slap on my ass. The spank was not hard, but immediately made me want more, and I began to crave pain, I didn't want them to stop and I began to purr and moan. I wanted all of them to spank me and not stop. The blows were not hard enough and did not last long enough, but I was happy for what I was being given. I had wanted to be beaten before the gang bang and there had not been any opportunity, so I was grateful for what I was receiving.
Now it was time for them to cum. I did not know how it would feel to have men cum on my face. I had only had one man cum on my tits once before, and one time on my back. The first cum to hit my forehead felt warm and my body instantly heated up. I felt flushed and wanted more. The drops ran down my face, and I felt the cum as it traced its way down my face and stopped. More cum hit me, and I did not want it to stop.
I heard the men comment on each other’s loads being spent, how much and where. I heard them congratulate each other. It makes me giggle now. They were like little boys who stand in the woods together seeing who can pee the longest, highest and farthest. I enjoyed their friendly competition as each one came. I think this is one of the reasons I love men so much. Their natural competitiveness but ability to work as a team. In this situation that was a win-win for me.
After the bukkake part, the event started to wind down. Round one was over, and most men had to leave and go back to work. This is a long lunch type event for them. It makes me wonder how much work they were able to get done after what they had experienced.
When L and I were pulled off the table and told to kneel on the floor for cock, I didn't understand why no one came up to us right away. I had assumed that the men would be all over us. L has told me now that what She had done in the beginning had slightly intimidated them. They were in shock over what they had seen. Just watching L and me together was a lot, not to mention the fetish wear and the kink too, and that was in the first 10 minutes of the gang bang. Most had never seen anything like the show She put on before, and it was not what they had been expecting when they arrived.
I love that. I loved being used like that, and a part of me wants to provide that shock again, to know I have that ability to not only give them what they want, to please them, but also give them something they weren't even expecting. It turns me on and makes me wet. My heart is pounding and I am forced to stop now. The memories have made me horny and I need just a few minutes. Please excuse me and then I will continue...
Saturday, January 15, 2011
Fucktoy Friday 6 (The Gang Bang)
I got online this Friday and saw pet had already posted a #FucktoyFriday tweet on Twitter. It was nice to see her mind was in the same place as mine.
"i am cuffed, blindfolded & leashed, led into the room i hear the collective intake of breath from 25 men waiting to use me."
So I started to tell my story...
I handed him your leash, told him to present you to the men, and tell me what he wanted me to do you. For Him, not for them.
Photo: Your heart pounding. “It’s just you and me, pet. All of them are just toys for me to use on you.”
The men are waiting. The conference table waits. We are laid out on display. You are blindfolded, but I see them all & grin.
Then he speaks. Suddenly no one else is there. "Use this" I take the Hitachi. You groan as you hear that click. The men wait.
Your entire body flushes as I spread you open. You struggle a bit. I smile at him & force you to cum. The men silently watch.
Photo: I slip my fingers in & taste. I turn to them. “She is very wet gentlemen. So am I. Come & get it”
I reach over & touch you. The men get up. You have never been with two men, & I just gave you to 25. You feel the 1st touch.
Still touching you, I look at him. I lean back to enjoy the hands, lips, & tongues too. He smiles. I close my eyes & moan.
Photo: He pulls us off the conf table & places us on our knees. Many cocks wait for us to get to work.
Photo: I pause between cocks to tell you what a good girl you are being for me.
Photo: Your leash still on, the men use you for what you really are, yanking you between cocks.
Photo: Soon mouths and hands aren’t enough for them all. The fucking begins.
I pause to see you fucking, sucking, & cuming like a true whore. I see him sitting, watching. I smile & crawl to serve him.
Then 'real life' interrupted and I had to go.
I am going to have to stop the story here. More pics (and maybe even a video) on Tumblr. ;)
Later I did put up one more thinking about my plans for next week:
94 hrs til I kneel at the door giving myself up to indescribable pain and torture. My only limit: I must walk out eventually.
I am *so* excited and scared about going to see The Sadist!
Tuesday, January 11, 2011
Hurt Me Please
Today I was chatting with a friend and had typed "hurt, yes. injure, no." in response to some comment he had made about pain. As I looked at the comment, I realized how long it has been. I began to crave pain.
As as usually seem to happen when a pain craving hits, The Sadist popped online. We started chatting as well. Usually it is superficial. His schedule is very busy now, and with his son now living at home, I have not been able to see him since the first time. I have stopped even asking. This time was different.
"I am off next Tuesday. Let's get together."
My instant response, without even checking any schedules was "Yes Sir." I would make it work. Turns out it is the perfect day. Then the memories hit. And the anticipation. And, of course, the fear. This guy is very experienced. And the word "extreme" doesn't even begin to describe him.
This is going to be a long week. I do love the "Fear Factor", and thrive on that rush from danger, with safetys in place. Last time was only an introduction. He was being 'nice' then. And it went well beyond any levels of pain I had ever believed possible! I hated it, and I loved it! There wasn't any sex involved, and I didn't miss it at all. It was purely for the pain.
This time will be much more. His comment was "I will really hurt you this time. See you suffer for me."
Suddenly that smart-mouthed switchy slut that just fucked and sucked 25 guys is quiet. I just feel stunned. I have found myself staring off into space, trembling... I am so looking forward to this! And I am terrified! Let the mindfuck begin...
Here is the story of our first meeting:
Pain
Down The Stairs
Spaced
Day Off
Letting The Masochist Out
The Calm After The Storm
Gang Bang
Well, my week certainly counts as one of my most wanton ever. No. Officially the most wanton ever!
@slut_t and I went to the gangbang/orgy party I had set up. She was very nervous (we don't know anyone else who got that way... LOL!), but I was very excited and raring to go this time! I shamelessly threw myself at those men, and loved every minute! (Of all of the 12+ hours!!!)
And my week just keeps getting better and better! But those are other stories... ;)
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Wednesday, January 5, 2011
Used
I have taken the past couple of Wanton Wednesdays off. I haven't really been doing anything wanton at all. I have been seeing my girlfriend, practicing my topping skills, and (mostly) behaving. But all of that is over this week.
This week, I have allowed my slutty side to completely take over. With only one exception, I have gone 48 days so far without cock.
I need to be completely, totally used!! I NEED COCK!!! I need to be fucked. As much as I can get. And I am going to get just that!
My upcoming Gangbang/Orgy party this Friday is going to be amazing, and I am pleased and really excited that some online friends from Fetlife and Twitter are going to be there as well. And best of all, my girlfriend will be able to share in everything with me if she chooses to! :)
If this doesn't fit the definition of "wanton", I don't know what does!!!
Perve more of "Used"This week, I have allowed my slutty side to completely take over. With only one exception, I have gone 48 days so far without cock.
I need to be completely, totally used!! I NEED COCK!!! I need to be fucked. As much as I can get. And I am going to get just that!
My upcoming Gangbang/Orgy party this Friday is going to be amazing, and I am pleased and really excited that some online friends from Fetlife and Twitter are going to be there as well. And best of all, my girlfriend will be able to share in everything with me if she chooses to! :)
If this doesn't fit the definition of "wanton", I don't know what does!!!
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