One Costume, Many Cocks, & Pain

I arranged another gang bang. This time it was just for me. The best part of all was that I had ensured there would be an element of Sadism there. A kinky gang bang, and I would be in costume performing at the commands of two men. Yummy!

I was really looking forward to the night. Just shopping for the different parts of the outfit was excruciatingly erotic. I was tortured for days by the men via email and IM. Horribly wonderful images filled my head. Even topping pet only fueled the fire instead of satiating it a bit as it usually does. I couldn’t think clearly for long at all.

I wanted all that cock. I needed the pain. To be dominated, beaten, and used brutally by a roomful of men was the scene I had set up. Poor little innocent schoolgirl me. *sigh* My cunt was on fire constantly and just about any thoughts I had made it twitch.

Somehow I made it to Saturday night. I drove to the hotel. I was excited, but calm until I saw my last exit. All of a sudden I realized I was actually going to get exactly what I wanted, but more I hadn’t even imagined yet. It was a sudden, actually physical rush of sensations, emotions, and I am sure some brain chemicals too. I was shaking.

I pulled into the parking lot. It was full. I looked up at the room and down at my watch. I did not know if they were still busy with the first party that night. I was still feeling overwhelmed, but I knew it would pass. Besides, I like that fight-or-flight mode, and I was there.

I walked right in to the room. It is the only one in the hotel with a regular key, not a card. I knew it would be open for me. Inside was R. He was waiting for me. A hug and kiss quickly took me right into sub mode, serving him. No switching allowed.

I began to get ready. Others came in and out, chatting and hanging out. I didn’t care. I got ready, doing make up and undressing right in front of everyone. It wasn’t like all of them weren’t about to see all of me anyway.

I put on the costume. I stood submissively for inspection, and was thoroughly examined and passed. I was allowed to smoke. When I was done and brushed my teeth he began to instruct me to pose in different ways for pictures. Then B came in and started physically torturing me. On went the video for a brief interview with me before I went in. (Link to video) I could barely think at all.

They had just ordered pizza and I was told it would start late. I chose to go sit with the guys and talk a bit first. There was another girl there who had been a fluffer at the first party. She was with her husband and he had decided he wanted to see her fucked too. I had no objection. There was plenty of cock to go around. There were more than 10 already there with more arriving. We talked and joked. I forgot what about. I forgot their names. Even as they introduced themselves, I knew I would and said so.

A bit later, R called me over to him. He spoke softly, telling me when he told me to start, I was to suck the cock of the man that had just come thru the door. At that time, that man did not stand out to me (though he would later) so I asked to begin with another man I wrote about from my first party. He was already standing out in that room to me and I wanted to say “hello again” properly. It was allowed.

I sat back down and talked for a few more minutes, but then I was told to stand up again. I did so with my hands fidgeting in front of me, head bowed, standing with my legs apart. I wasn’t trying to act like a little girl, but the outfit and ponytails actually made me feel like one.

I was introduced, and it was explained that I was a very bad girl as well as a nasty cock hungry slut. I was displayed for them, blushing uncontrollably. He tortured me with those hands using that voice to tell the men to use me and punish me.  I was writhing and moaning. Then he stopped and I returned automatically to standing as still as I could.

“Begin.”

I blushed again, smiled at the man I was about to suck, then knelt down and crawled to him. I undid his pants, pulled out his beautiful cock, and swallowed it. I gave him the best possible attention I knew how to give with my mouth and throat for a few minutes, then smiled and thanked him for coming. I moved on to the next man. I was here to give them all my best possible attention.

I believe it was when I was on the third man that the pizza arrived. There was an unobstructed view from that door to my ass, still in white panties and short skirt, and me sucking one cock while my hands were on two others. I knew from the sounds in the room that the pizza guy was watching. I blushed yet again, and kept doing what I was supposed to. I hadn’t been told to stop. I focused on the cock in my mouth and quickly forgot anything else.

Even after the pizza guy left I kept working my way around the room while the men laughed about the look of shock the poor guy had. A couple more men, and I moved back, crawling onto the mattress that had been laid out on the floor. I looked at the man I was to please next and he came over to me so I could continue. Another came over as well and began to play with my available ass and cunt.

Right about then things begin to get a bit confused. My brain doesn’t work so well when I have a few hands on me. People continued having their conversations around me, enjoying the pizza. I do know the panties came off, but can’t remember if I was fucked then or not. Then R decided to step things way up.

At the first strike of his hand, I moaned. I continued to suck anyone I could get my mouth on. He, and probably others, spanked me for a bit before the flogger came out. I know when R was hitting me with it, because he didn’t hold back at all. He knew he didn’t need to.

Then there were some more timid strikes, and I heard a reaction from the men. I realized R had the other woman flogging me. She kept apologizing at first, but quickly started swinging much harder. When she finally couldn’t take anymore, she stopped and R continued again.

Next came out his very evil stick. I don’t know what to call it. The first strike resounded through the room, and no one made a sound. I kept sucking, only making a small sound while coming up for air. He beat me very hard and for what seemed like a very long time. By the time he was done, the other men were commenting on how much I was enjoying it, and the woman was begging him to stop.

Now things get really, really blurry. I was flying on the pain and the subby mindset I was in. The men were much more aggressive now. R kept encouraging them to spank me, be rough with me, use me for the slut I am. And they did. Instead of passively allowing me to suck, many now grabbed my hair and forced their cocks down my throat. There were no gentle penetrations. My ass and cunt were pounded, and I loved it all. I heard R’s comments throughout, and responded to his commands when they were given.

I do remember meeting the man R had wanted me to start with. I smiled at him. Then I saw his cock. I smiled more. It was very large and very thick. Several men were very well endowed there, and I had no problems deep throating them, but when this man hit the back of my throat, I could feel the stretching. I had no time to adjust, and he forced my head down. I was being fucked at the same time, I started gagging and crying. Then two words from R made it all better. “Good girl.” I relaxed and let myself be used.

This man, D, had me roll over and slid down my throat again. I was still gagging, and was pinned between him and the floor. He pushed me past my comfort levels for breathplay, and even as I started struggling, crying, I opened my eyes and saw R there with the camera. He smiled and I came.

Eventually D moved off and I rolled back over. He moved around behind me. I knew he was not going to fuck my cunt. Another man moved in front and placed his amazing cock down my throat, roughly, but speaking gently to me at the same time. It was a good distraction, but not enough, and my body reacted to D ramming into my ass.

I quickly adjusted and went back to making my best effort to please the man in my mouth. This other man also very quickly intrigued me. The combination of rough and gentle at the same time only added to the fact that he also had a cock I wanted inside me very badly. I asked his name, and still remember it. When D moved away, I climbed up on top of my new friend, K.

I am very surprised no one moved in for other available holes while I rode him. I was cuming very hard, and he was speaking quietly in my ear while we fucked each other. I was forgetting about the other men.

Eventually though it was someone else’s turn, and more cocks went into more holes. Everything became a blur. I know I have forgotten so many amazing things that will come to me at odd times for months to come.

We ended up moving into the smaller room, and I knelt on the floor, serving the men in line. I know this from the photos and videos, not from my memory. K was fucking me as well, even as men were cuming on my face and in my mouth. That part of the evening ended with me on the bed with two men, sucking one, and K in my ass while B and R filmed and commented.

As has happened each time a gangbang has ended, my memory completely stops for a bit. When there are no longer hands on me or cocks in me, I take a little mental vacation, and this time, with the addition of the pain, I was well out in subspace.

Finally everyone else was gone. Only R remained. I was fed and we talked, but I don’t remember about what. I started pulling myself back to reality, though. There would be no rest for me, and I knew it. It was only 11, and I was his personal fucktoy now until I had to leave at 7. On went the cuffs, and then the evening got really interesting... ;)