Tuesday, August 31, 2010

HNT: "Girl Time"

Happy Wanton Wednesday and Half-Nekkid Thursday!

Some weeks I don't have any pictures to choose from. This week I have WAY TOO MANY to choose from. I couldn't make up my mind. I narrowed it down to only two, but couldn't pick between them. I will put it up to a vote which is hotter. ;)

Click for larger photo.

I had tweeted before I went over:
"Mr. Owl, how many orgasms can I force out of a bound female submissive?" "Let's find out..."








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And when I got back:
"Mr. Owl, how many orgasms can I force out of a bound female submissive?" Lots, and lots, and LOTS of them!!! But payback is a bitch...
Again I apologize for the poor quality of the photographs. Apparently our cameraman was really, really distracted...









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Monday, August 30, 2010

Too Fucked To Write

*sigh*

I was just realizing how much I haven't been writing about on here. It's not that I haven't had anything to write about. I have too much to write about. I have just been in a happy, floaty, afterglow kind of feeling for the past couple of weeks. I have noticed I tend to write more when I am more tense. ;)

I did write about the rape scene, but I did not write about the visit I made to a friend before I went over there.

I mentioned looking for, and possibly finding, a new Dom but have not gone into the details of our meetings or first play date.

I wrote briefly about the very first part of the lesbian scene. That day was so hot and non-stop intense it would have to be a series of stories!

I tweeted about a twofer, but haven't gone into detail. The first of my dates that day started with the peeling of ginger and involved lots of rope, cuffs, and pain was only one of the many sensations he tortured me with. Then a short break before my next date. J, after admiring the fresh bruising P left on my thighs, continued the torture.

I don't think I even mentioned the most recent night except to friends. An amazing threesome with a wonderful beating. I am still a bit floaty from that one... *sigh again*

So I have managed to stay busy. About the only thing that did not work out was my second meeting with that Dom. I was disappointed. I do love getting all subby sometimes and I was looking forward to being completely objectified. I wish he were better able to plan his schedule, but in his field that is not always an option.

At least I had the company of some very good friends to help me get through the disappointment... (Thanks guys! :* ) Now my schedule is going to change and there will be less fucking... but more time for writing. Stay tuned!
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Friday, August 27, 2010

BJ101

 

"Can you teach my girlfriend how to do that thing that you do?"




Apparently I do this thing with my hands. Or maybe it's that one tongue thing... or that other one... Hmmm... 

Can I teach it? I have. The first time a man asked me to show his girlfriend some of the things I do, it was my husband. I happily jumped in. 

I love sucking a man's cock with another woman. Licking, kissing, sucking... stroking... watching the most beautiful sights... *sigh*
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Good Girl


I have had a very selfish slutty week. It was awesome. I was a very bad girl, and I thoroughly enjoyed it. 

Now it's time to be a good girl. On a collar and leash. Hands in my hair. Growling in my ear. Punishing me. Reminding me what being a slut really means. Hearing those words... "Good girl."
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Tuesday, August 24, 2010

HNT: "The Strike"

Happy Wanton Wednesday and Half-Nekkid Thursday!

I love the strike of the flogger. This picture, as crappy as the quality is, captured a very special moment for me. I know it doesn't look like it.. cuffs, chains, and all... but I am flying.
















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Monday, August 23, 2010

Girl Time


What an amazing day it turned out to be! I actually had plans to meet someone, but they fell through and I was sad. Then another friend contacted me and asked if I would help him with an incredibly hot scene. I started dripping thinking about it and agreed.

He had arranged for his girlfriend to be blindfolded, bound, and ready for anything. He was going to pull a major mindfuck on her. He is very deviously creative. He told her another man would be there. She had agreed to anything and trusted him not to let her be harmed. A bisexual experience was still on her list of things to be tried, and she had no idea that she was getting that instead. I know how much I would love to have this done to me, and was almost a little jealous, but the whole idea was just such an incredible turn on and I knew this was going to be an awesome time!

Just waiting to start driving was torture thinking about what was about to happen. I put on some makeup, which I normally don’t wear, just for her. Men usually don’t care about makeup when you are already naked, but for another woman it is a nice touch. I put on a pretty collar and waited... and thought about it... Finally it was time to go.

I got there on time. She was in the bathroom getting ready and she was under orders not to come out. I stripped and moved over to the couch. It isn’t like I needed any help getting turned on, but he managed to get me ten times hotter with his mouth and hands. I came quietly, actually triggered by the thoughts that his girlfriend was only about fifteen feet away, he was out here fingering another woman, and that I was going to have her next.

I put on a strap-on and waited quietly as he led her out blindfolded. He lay her down and bound her arms and legs, talking to her the entire time. Very hot talk. I kept imagining myself in that position. I know how it would be feeling to me. Aroused and afraid. Her breathing gave her away. She was a whole lot of both. I was getting so turned on by her reactions to his touch, his voice, his pain. By the time I moved in, I think she had forgotten I was there.

I was grinning, knowing what a total head trip this was for her. I moved in roughly, fingering her clit, shoving my fingers in her cunt, twisting her nipples. After all, I was another man and that’s what she would expect. Her body reacted, but her fear level rose. It was riveting watching her body’s reaction conflicting with her mind’s. Everything I did to her kept bringing her to the edge, but her reaction when I shoved my face in her pussy and went to town was priceless. She safeworded, but not for a while...

I gave her a break from my tongue and brought out the Hitachi. I turned it on low and waited. There it was... the little groan and shudder... *sigh* I love that sound, too. I teased her with it until she relaxed and started to move with it. Then I used my other hand which had been stroking her all over to pull her pussy open. I jammed the Hitachi straight on to her clit, then shoved the strap-on in her cunt and started fucking her. She exploded. It was awesome forcing orgasm after orgasm almost continuously from her. When she finally could safeword again (tee hee!) I stopped and let her catch her breath.

He asked if she was ready to see the man that had just fucked her. She said yes. He removed the blindfold and she looked at my grinning face. Her smile answered any questions. I told her it was nice to meet her, and then slid back down to attack her clit with my tongue. Now she knew I was a girl but she was still bound. I made her cum until she safeworded again.  We let her arms down and I was caught in a huge hug while he let down her legs. We kissed and I moved down again and brought her to a beautifully gentle, rolling orgasm, then moved back up to snuggle.

This is just the very beginning of what turned out to be a nine hour girl-a-thon with a Dom directing occasionally, delivering pain, or taking photographs (all 583 of them). So many things... so little time to type... Perhaps this will be continued... ;)

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Sunday, August 22, 2010

If A Picture Is Worth 1000 Words...

... Then I have about 500,000 words to write... Unfortunately my phone with the 500 pics on it has chosen to take a nap and not wake up yet... and there are some damned good pics, too...

Soon, J, soon. And Happy Birthday! You know if my phone doesn't wake up, we might just have to do that whole scene all over again! ;)
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Friday, August 20, 2010

What a Week!

I am finally relaxing a bit and looking back on the past week or so. In addition to my regular (vanilla) life and trying to visit friends that like to fuck and beat me, I have been searching for a Dom.

I have been filtering through emails, responding when I feel the need, deleting many without response. I have been chatting, asking questions, eliminating those that are not good matches for my needs or theirs. Searching for a Dom has turned out to be very time consuming, and a ton of typing!

Out of all of them, two interested me the most. I agreed to meet both of them.


One was honestly just for a one-time mindfuck that worked out very nicely. A little present to myself that sparked quite a debate on Non-Consent. (Ultimately it is only my opinion that really matters in this case. I LOVED IT!)


The other so far seems to be exactly what I was looking for, and after last night, I am satisfied I can stop my search. There will be more writing about that to come, I am sure...

I also got hired for the job I wanted today. All week long I have been also been busy with resumes, interviews, and all the other fun that goes with switching employment. But this interview I went to today was the best job of them all. It was so nice to be offered the position that I want, the shifts that I want, and get offered what works out to more than 50% more pay.

So all in all, I am very satisfied today. I have nothing else I have to do except normal home stuff. I am going to relax and enjoy the hell out of this! Next week is going to be a different story...
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Thursday, August 19, 2010

Sore, Bruised, and Happy

I let the sub in me out to play today. She has been hiding for two months afraid to feel the hurt that the breakup with Sir caused. I thought she might never come out again.

I have been playing with friends, and have been submissive with them, but more on a fun, playful level. And a good time has been had by all. But there has not been a conscious handing over of power, a mental shift that puts me in that sub/slave mindset.

I have been missing that peaceful, centered place.

The other night, my complete submission was forced, taken from me. For that scene, that is what needed to happen. It is highly recommended you don't try that one at home! ;)

Tonight I walked in, willing handed over that power, knelt down, and offered myself to a new Master. I had almost forgotten how truly freeing that feeling is. I thoroughly enjoyed myself this evening, and am looking forward to seeing him again.

I am sure I will write more, but right now I am just enjoying this completely contented feeling... sore, bruised, and happy.
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Wednesday, August 18, 2010

HNT: "Chills"



Happy Wanton Wednesday and Half-Nekkid Thursday!

This has been a very wanton week for me. Some of my week has been written about on my blog. Some has not. I realized, though, that I had no pictures of myself taken. I wasn't sure what I was going to put up today. This morning I knew what picture to use.
I saw a lot of these eyes during one of my adventures this week. It was stupid and dangerous, but definitely one of the hottest experiences I have ever had... because it was stupid and dangerous. (If you would like to read about it, I posted the story here.)

These eyes will haunt me for a long time. This image is burned into my mind. Looking at them gives me chills... good and bad... When I fantasize now, these eyes will be in my mind often. They will also show up in a few nightmares...










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Tuesday, August 17, 2010

A Slut's Life (Part 7)


·  I still get shivers thinking about it. That scene will often be remembered in those "me" moments... *sigh* 5 minutes ago via Power Twitter
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LMAO!! But I know that feeling... RT @LottaNawty Tried to throw an impromptu orgy at the apartment. Woulda had more luck at McDonalds. about 1 hour ago via Power Twitter
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"If you hadn't gotten to that point of wanting and needing to stop him, the experience would not have been the same." That is perfect. about 1 hour ago via Power Twitter
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@willfulenslaved Just jump in.Your brain isn't going to work right anyway... about 2 hours ago via Power Twitter in reply to willfulenslaved
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@Nix_Nepenthe I thought so to (before... and after...) ;) about 3 hours ago via IM+ in reply to Nix_Nepenthe
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Note to self- Waiting for an important message is a really bad time to select "update all" on your iPhone. about 4 hours ago via Twitter for iPhone
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Consensual Nonconsent
http://google.com/s2/favicons?domain=www.aslutsmemoir.comA Sluts Memoir: Consensual Nonconsent
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Commented on Consensual Nonconsent / A Slut's Memoir
http://google.com/s2/favicons?domain=www.aslutsmemoir.comA Sluts Memoir: Consensual Nonconsent
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@SlipperyWhnWhet Wow, what a fabulous post. Took my breath away....not sure why. about 7 hours ago via web in reply to SlipperyWhnWhet Retweeted by you
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Opinions sought- Consensual Nonconsent. Did he cross the line or not? I say no. My friends say yes.
http://google.com/s2/favicons?domain=www.aslutsmemoir.comA Sluts Memoir: Consensual Nonconsent
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RT @the_concubine: @SlipperyWhnWhet Don't forget the motor oil and rope.<-- Got rope but will get wet in the tub. Oil too slippery. Monday, August 16, 2010 7:07:37 PM via Twitter4J
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Remind me (shopping list) red lipstick and surgical tubing... Monday, August 16, 2010 6:59:29 PM via Twitter4J
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A new blog post about censorship and a play rape scene gone wrong.
http://google.com/s2/favicons?domain=www.aslutsmemoir.comA Sluts Memoir: Consensual Nonconsent
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Time for this slut to go to bed. I am so tired I may not even masturbate. Well, maybe just diddle my clit until I doze off... Sunday, August 15, 2010 10:39:30 PM via Power Twitter
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Been Dom shopping. Not an easy task after Sir set the bar so high... Sunday, August 15, 2010 8:30:48 PM via Twitter4J
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Fear: Real, all-encompassing, mind-numbing terror. I submit. Automatically. I don't struggle. I get wet...
http://google.com/s2/favicons?domain=www.aslutsmemoir.comA Sluts Memoir: Fear
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I really want to write about last night, but I still can't wrap my brain around the intense fear and my reactions to it... Sunday, August 15, 2010 10:06:08 AM via Power Twitter
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A Slut's Memoir: Submit To This Man. Serve Him.
http://google.com/s2/favicons?domain=www.aslutsmemoir.comA Sluts Memoir: Submit To This Man. Serve Him.
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A Slut's Memoir: I Never Get Tired Of Hearing It!
http://google.com/s2/favicons?domain=www.aslutsmemoir.comA Sluts Memoir: I Never Get Tired Of Hearing It!
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Yay! A smart FedEx guy found me an delivered my laptop! Thursday, August 12, 2010 3:48:38 PM via Twitter4J
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@girlMouse no Fedex. But the main center is more than an hour away. UPS would have been nice. They are only a couple miles... Thursday, August 12, 2010 3:35:33 PM via Twitter4J in reply to girlMouse
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"Delivery Exception"? Wrong address! WTF!?!? I wanted my laptop today!! Now I have to wait again tomorrow. :( Thursday, August 12, 2010 3:22:49 PM via Twitter4J
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Where is that damned FedEx guy? My laptop is coming home today!! I have missed her so... Thursday, August 12, 2010 1:41:27 PM via Twitter4J
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A very good article!
http://google.com/s2/favicons?domain=gretachristina.typepad.comGreta Christinas Blog: Porn, Social Criticism, and the Marginalization of Kink
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I need to stop being a purring puddle of goo still from last night and get some stuff done! Thursday, August 12, 2010 10:42:05 AM via Twitter4J
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I knew someone would get it ;) RT @hecallsmecunt: @SlipperyWhnWhet. OMG. U speak to me!! That moment is beautiful. Thursday, August 12, 2010 8:31:47 AM via Twitter4J
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Him looking at sunset on lake, trees, mountains: "The sky is beautiful." Me floating in subspace: "I bet my sky is more awesome right now." Thursday, August 12, 2010 7:15:02 AM via Twitter4J
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I never get tired of hearing "That was the best blowjob I have ever had in my entire life!" #DeepThroatSkills ;) Thursday, August 12, 2010 12:33:01 AM via im+
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Back (mostly) from orbit and grinning myself to sleep... Thursday, August 12, 2010 12:27:42 AM via im+
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Dropping off the grid for a while... ;) Wednesday, August 11, 2010 6:32:29 PM via im+
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Just A Bratty Bottom For Now
http://google.com/s2/favicons?domain=www.aslutsmemoir.comA Sluts Memoir: Just A Bratty Bottom For Now
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@Alexa_DiCarlo: @LeggoMyAlterEgo: @28pirates Have you ever tried shaving your vagina? You have to be just as careful... men are just lazier. Wednesday, August 11, 2010 10:58:30 AM via Twitter4J
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RT @masterslaves: Photo: Fantastically creative and the way it is shot, is downright artistic.
http://google.com/s2/favicons?domain=tumblr.comMaster And Slave, Fantastically creative and the way it is shot, is...
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An orgasm, a nap, and a shower... Ready for... another orgasm. 24 1/2 hours... Tuesday, August 10, 2010 7:04:47 PM via im+
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Finally done with a ton of laundry and finally alone for a bit. Whatever shall I do? ;) 27 hours... Tuesday, August 10, 2010 4:21:23 PM via im+
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It's amazing how much easier it is to clean and fold laundry with two hands! ;) #OrgasmRestriction Tuesday, August 10, 2010 4:04:22 PM via im+
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RT @hecallsmecunt: "He gives you feelings you don't want to fight. You better run for your life." #nowplaying Cowboy Casanova Tuesday, August 10, 2010 2:50:59 PM via im+
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RT @hecallsmecunt: "He's like a curse. He's like a drug. You'll get addicted to his love..he's candy-coated misery." Tuesday, August 10, 2010 2:50:13 PM via im+
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Is it #ToppingFromTheBottom if I sent a link to my #HNT post to my next date as a subtle hint? ;) Tuesday, August 10, 2010 11:50:41 AM via im+
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HNT: "Bound"
http://google.com/s2/favicons?domain=www.aslutsmemoir.comA Sluts Memoir: HNT: "Bound"
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42 more hours. Put my frustration toward cleaning... Very frustrated = very clean house. Yay! (I think...) Still climbing the walls though. Tuesday, August 10, 2010 1:33:40 AM via im+
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Good to know. Thanks! @BDSMBadAdvice "Figging may be done with peeled ginger root, a piece of habanero pepper, or several Africanized bees." Monday, August 09, 2010 2:23:59 PM via im+
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And now after a few hours of productive activity, it's time for an orgasm... Today's fantasy courtesy of P. ;) Monday, August 09, 2010 12:57:13 PM via im+
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72 Hours- Football and Clean Up on Aisle 12
http://google.com/s2/favicons?domain=www.aslutsmemoir.comA Sluts Memoir: 72 Hours- Football and Clean Up on Aisle 12
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72 Hours- Football and Clean Up on Aisle 12
http://google.com/s2/favicons?domain=www.aslutsmemoir.comA Sluts Memoir: 72 Hours- Football and Clean Up on Aisle 12
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I dont know if i can wait three more days... But not looking like I have a choice... Please stand by for horny rambling... Sunday, August 08, 2010 3:11:51 PM via im+
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Hmmm... I thought "Submissive Masochist Slut" summed it all up quite well...
http://google.com/s2/favicons?domain=www.aslutsmemoir.comA Sluts Memoir: Submissive Masochist Slut
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Nice! RT @quotestanhope The key to a good life: excess in moderation. They'll tell you moderation is the key to life, but that's bullshit." Sunday, August 08, 2010 9:15:03 AM via mobile web
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@scentofsade ;D 그렇습니다. (Yes.) "RT you look like a sexual excited condition. @SlipperyWhnWhet Me. Now.
http://google.com/s2/favicons?domain=www.aslutsmemoir.comA Sluts Memoir: Me. Now.
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Me. Now.
http://google.com/s2/favicons?domain=www.aslutsmemoir.comA Sluts Memoir: Me. Now.
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#NonConsentualOrgasmRestriction day again... (working) *sigh* 3:30 PM Aug 7th via Xumii
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That is AWESOME!! “@hubman38: RT @VeronicaASM: I got the best surprise @hubman38 <-- I showed up unannounced at DB's b'day party in NY :-)” 12:13 PM Aug 7th via Twitter for iPhone
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And it burns horribly! ;D “@saynine: Figging is inserting a plug of peeled ginger in the asshole and then caning or spanking the ass. Yummm” 10:55 AM Aug 7th via Twitter for iPhone
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@saynine- Then here. Broken link on first page.
http://google.com/s2/favicons?domain=www.aslutsmemoir.comA Sluts Memoir: Figged and Caned
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@saynine- Start here.
http://google.com/s2/favicons?domain=www.aslutsmemoir.comA Sluts Memoir: HNT: Cross and Clothespins
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The SlipperyWhnWhet Daily is out
http://google.com/s2/favicons?domain=paper.liThe Twitter SlipperyWhnWhet Daily
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Figged AND caned... And then some. It's on my blog with pics... ;) “@saynine: @SlipperyWhnWhet have you been figged?” 10:24 AM Aug 7th via Twitter for iPhone
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Me!!! Oh... too far... :( “@saynine: I gave never seen a figging at a dungeon. Any volunteers to bottom to remedy this Folsom weekend?” 10:21 AM Aug 7th via Twitter for iPhone
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iPhone acting up. I will go insane if it goes out on my 24hr shift! #Addicted 8:25 AM Aug 7th via Twitter for iPhone
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Took my girls to their first drive-in last night. Double feature. Out til 1am. Kept fantasizing. Will have to go with a man there soon. ;) 8:23 AM Aug 7th via Twitter for iPhone
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Wouldn't it be cool to have the buzz of the Hitachi Magic Wand as your ringtone? #Pavlov 7:46 AM Aug 7th via web Retweeted by you and 1 other
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Ahh... So many things I have always wanted to do at a drive-in... Too bad none will happen tonight... 8:51 PM Aug 6th via Twitter for iPhone
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@saynine You are welcome. ;) 5:58 PM Aug 6th via Twitter for iPhone
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Why I absolutely agree! Thank you. “@saynine: @SlipperyWhnWhet Both of course” 5:42 PM Aug 6th via Twitter for iPhone
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Should I wear my k-balls or buttplug to the drive-in tonight? Or both? 5:26 PM Aug 6th via Twitter for iPhone
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Monday, August 16, 2010

Consensual Nonconsent

I have been censoring myself on my blog. My brother-in-law has been reading this. He found the site accidentally because of a file I left when using his computer. This is a public website, unless I choose to make it private. If I publish something here, he is currently well within his rights to read it. And he has been. I can see what pages he has been reading and what he has been searching on this site.

He finds this part of me and the entire concept of BDSM to be repulsive and mentally deranged. That is also his right. I can understand that from his point of view, based on his morals and life experiences, what I write about is pretty fucking sick and twisted. Quite probably the majority of the population would agree with him. I have learned, though, that there is also a significant and growing percentage of the population think that there is absolutely nothing wrong with Safe, Sane, and Consensual kink.

I have asked him to stop reading this blog. I need to be able to write freely here. I have to write.

This blog is primarily for me. It is a journal, a tool. When I write the jumbled thoughts in my head down and all of the emotions, good and bad, I can take a step back and learn from what I have written. I do not plan topics or intentionally write in any certain way. Whatever flows out usually tells its own story to me. I am writing to myself, but by making it public, I receive comments, feedback, and support. For me, these are also very valuable tools. Right now there is a lot of stuff in my head, and it needs to come out so it can tell me what it must.

This has ended up becoming a really long disclaimer. I am going to write what I need to. Anyone that gets offended yet continues to read this blog are making a choice I cannot control. I was recently reminded that sometimes removing consent doesn’t mean anything. That’s what I am going to write about now. The real story behind this disclaimer:



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Sunday, August 15, 2010

Fear


I said earlier "I really want to write about last night, but I still can't wrap my brain around the intense fear and my reactions to it..."
 
I am confused at my body's response to fear. I am not talking about play fear. I am talking about real, all-encompassing, mind-numbing terror. I submit. Automatically. I don't struggle, even when I should. I get wet...

This can't be a good thing. But then why does it feel so good?
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Friday, August 13, 2010

Submit To This Man. Serve Him.

This was going to be my scene. I do not prefer to be the one in control in a sexual situation, but I had orders to follow. To submit to this man. Serve him, all of him... not just his cock, to the best of my ability. Unless this man told me otherwise, he would simply allow me to service him.

I asked him to play his choice of music and excused myself. I prepared myself and the bathroom. Fresh, clean towels; a soft, fluffy washcloth; candles; and shampoos and soaps were all set up. The bedroom was ready. With everything done, my subby mindset started creeping into my head. I flipped off the light and returned to him.

He was sitting, waiting for me, and listening to his music. Slow, classic rock. A good choice. I undressed and stood there naked for a moment. He said and did nothing, so I continued.

I held out my hands. He took them in his own and stood up. I ran my hands slowly up his arms, over his shoulders, and down his back. His muscles were so tense. "Serve all of him." He needed to relax.

I slipped my fingers into the waistband of his boxers, slowly knelt in front of him, and slid them down and held them while he stepped out. I paused a moment to admire his cock, looking, but not touching. I looked up at him and smiled, but he still said nothing. I wanted to take it into my mouth. "Not just his cock." I stood up and held his bathrobe for him. After he slipped into it, I slipped mine on and took his hand.

I led him into the candlelit bathroom. My bathrobe came off, then the water went on. I reached up and slipped his off. He walked into the shower and adjusted the temperature. I wanted him to just throw me down on the bench and fuck me, but this wasn't about me. If he wanted to, he would.

Until then, I would continue to clean him. I shampooed his hair, massaging his scalp, letting the water run over him. I lathered the washcloth and began to clean his body, sliding the bubbles over his skin, admiring his back, arms, and chest. His muscles were much less tense now. I knelt and washed his ass especially well, then turned my attention to his cock. I washed him sensually, but not sexually. I slid the bubbles down his thighs and calves. I rinsed him and indicated he should sit. I knelt back down and washed his feet for him, especially sensually. He seemed to thoroughly enjoy that.

Another quick rinse, and then I couldn't keep my mouth off of his cock anymore. I greedily gobbled it into my mouth and started massaging it with my tongue. But the time he was fully erect, he was already down my throat and fucking it. The combination of the candlelit shower, hot water running on my back, my subby mood, and a cock down my throat about pushed me right over the edge.

I almost let myself go then, but realized in time that I need to keep my wits about me... I was the one running this show for now. Regretfully, I slowed my pace to a tease. Instead of tuning in on the frequency of my cunt, I focused on him. I felt his pulse in my mouth. I could hear his breathing. I could feel different muscles in his body relaxing and contracting. I was determined then to make sure that I completely relaxed every single muscle in his tense body before I was done tonight. While I was at it, I would completely relax his mind. Now that we were clean, it was time to move. I got out of the shower and quickly toweled myself off. I then waited, standing submissively, holding his towel and waiting for him.  I dried him and we slipped on our robes and moved to the bedroom.

I dropped my robe immediately and stood by the bed, legs apart, head down, arms behind my back... waiting while he adjusted the music. I listened for any word from him indicating some action I was to take. I ached for any touch he might decide to make. But there were none. He settled down naked on the bed and closed his eyes. I stood there for a moment, unsure of what to do next. "Serve him," I heard in my head.

I crawled into the bed, and began worshiping his body with my hands, lips, and tongue. I slowly worked my way down his chest and stomach, and then on down his legs. I worked my way back up his legs even slower, concentrating on his inner thighs. His cock was at full attention, but I ignored it for now. He could always grab me by the hair if he wanted. I spread his legs and settled comfortably in between. I worshiped his balls and his ass, licking, kissing, and sucking until he began to writhe around.

Then I turned my attention on his cock. If I was to serve him to the best of my ability, I needed his cock in my mouth. I tuned back in to his body again, feeling his breathing, controlling his muscles with my mouth and throat, massaging his entire body using just my mouth on his cock. I kept bringing him close to exploding and sending him back slowly, each time holding him there longer, sending him back slower, prolonging his sensations. Teasing him with just my lips and tongue on the tip, swallowing him all the way working his head with my throat and fighting my own orgasms, and everywhere in between. From his reactions, I knew I was hitting every single button just right. It became harder and harder to not think about my cunt aching for cock.

Finally I couldn't take it anymore. I needed cock. The greedy slut part of me pushed the serving submissive out of the way and I moved up and slid my self onto his cock. I did hold myself back enough to move slowly and deliberately, moving my hips and cunt muscles only, keeping him deep inside. It only took a moment for me to cum, silently. Silence was another rule I was supposed to follow. I kept my pace slow, watching him enjoy my ride, using my cunt to please him, but all too soon, my body took over and I began fucking him harder, using his cock for my own pleasure. I came twice in a row, hard, and anything but silently. I stopped, still twitching, and waited for my body to calm down. It seemed to be what he had been waiting for.

"I want you to use your hands now." Those were the first words spoken by either of us. I quickly obeyed, moved my position and lubed my hands. I do love working a cock with my hands. With his entire body again being controlled by my movements, I began slowly. Anytime I felt him begin to tense, I slowed or changed my movements until he relaxed. After a while, he no longer tensed. Finally I felt him totally relax, completely let go. I held him there for a few minutes until his long, slow, rolling orgasm flowed out of him. It was amazing to watch a man so completely relaxed and cuming. It lasted forever. His only sound was a combination of a quiet groan and a happy sigh.

Without words from me still, I quietly got up and left him to his rest. I felt satisfied that I had competed what I had set out to. "To submit to this man. Serve him, all of him... not just his cock, to the best of my ability." Even if the words I heard in my head had a voice other than my own, I had given the orders to myself. And the man I had ordered myself to submit to, sleeping peacefully now, is my husband.
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