You seem to be having a good time fucking around slut. But if your Master said He would have you back and you had to give up the others, would you go?

Oh wow. Ouch! I did say "Fuck my mind. Ask me a question." You must be a sadist... And you have obviously been reading my blog. *deep breath* Ok... Let's see if I can answer this. 

Logically, no. I can never be what Sir is ultimately looking for. I am married. He deserves his own special someone, and that is more than I can offer. I really want him to be happy.

For me I have an awful track record of trying to stay binogamous. I am 0 for 3. (I have never been monogamous.) I am a slut, and always will be. 

That was the logical answer. When I first read this question I had a different initial response. My heart and soul screamed "Hell yes!" He will probably always own me. 

Honestly I don't know what I would say. No, that's a lie. I would say yes. I would shut myself off from all other men and do my best to be good. Eventually, though, I would fail and go through all of this pain again...

I am definitely not an emotional masochist... I have finally found a pain limit.    

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New Web Address

I have spent most of the say trying to repair the damage I caused by chaning this blog's address from http://slipperywhnwhet.info to http://aslutsmemoire.com. Hopefully everything will be fixed soon.

This is what I get for not waiting to get my laptop back from repair. This is next to impossible to do on my iPhone! :D


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A Slut's Life in 140 Characters Or Less (Part 4)

No longer an owned submissive... back in full slut mode... now with a masochistic twist...



... Which reminds me...Apparently I am the 7 am Monday morning breakfast buffet... What a great way to start the week!! ;D
17 minutes ago via Twitter for iPhone

How did I end up Google's #4 for "advanced male masturbation techniques bondage subspace"? Men don't masturbate around me. They use my body.
33 minutes ago via Twitter for iPhone

A good friend can make you smile even when you are crying. Thank you.
about 7 hours ago via Twitter for iPhone

New Blog Post: Still Bleeding http://bit.ly/ciFsHC
about 8 hours ago via twitterfeed

Happy #HNT "Subspace" http://www.slipperywhnwhet.info/2010/07/hnt.html
about 21 hours ago via Twitter for iPhone

New Blog Post: I Can't Believe I Took The Whole Thing http://bit.ly/9qdJC6
July 29, 2010 4:44:05 PM PDT via twitterfeed

@saynine I am usually a willing victim...
July 29, 2010 11:37:27 AM PDT via Twitter for iPhone in reply to saynine

@saynine I think it might be for me. He would have to have one hell of a "presence". Then again if I am bound, what choice would I have? ;)
July 29, 2010 10:41:04 AM PDT via Twitter for iPhone in reply to saynine

Not sure why I'm so excited about getting 10,000 page hits soon. Web hits don't even leave a red mark. But plan to celebrate slut style. ;D
July 28, 2010 11:21:47 AM PDT via Twitter for iPhone

@willfulenslaved @echo2976 what about calling the stripper pole an "ergonomic stretching aid to relieve workplace induced physical stress"?
July 28, 2010 11:12:43 AM PDT via Twitter for iPhone in reply to willfulenslaved

A hot story reminded me of one night on my ship, pushed up against lockers, forced, saying "No, no"... until I came... ;D http://j.mp/dwiGeN
July 28, 2010 6:20:36 AM PDT via Twitter for iPhone

315 more hits (webpage hits!!) to go til 10,000! I am very excited! http://slipperywhnwhet.info
July 27, 2010 2:27:36 PM PDT via Twitter for iPhone

New Blog Post: HNT: \"Subspace\" http://bit.ly/cyDD68
July 27, 2010 10:56:54 AM PDT via twitterfeed

@saynine Any time is right... ;)
July 26, 2010 8:18:42 PM PDT via Twitter for iPhone

@willfulenslaved you never do. Lol
July 26, 2010 7:46:20 PM PDT via Twitter for iPhone in reply to willfulenslaved

@saynine that answers my question. Thank you very much.
July 26, 2010 7:45:45 PM PDT via Twitter for iPhone in reply to saynine

@saynine even though consenting to being bound and beaten not giving in to it or you. Not sure how to explain. An unofficial sadist survey.
July 26, 2010 7:44:30 PM PDT via Twitter for iPhone in reply to saynine

@saynine I have heard of domspace as the equivalent of subspace. Just wondering if submission was required of your partner for you. Or not.
July 26, 2010 7:38:49 PM PDT via Twitter for iPhone in reply to saynine

@willfulenslaved they are following BECAUSE of the crazy kinky shit!
July 26, 2010 7:33:54 PM PDT via Twitter for iPhone in reply to willfulenslaved

@saynine- Question... Could you reach your Dom space with a "bottom" not submitting?
July 26, 2010 7:32:32 PM PDT via Twitter for iPhone

phillyebon
I don't like that slutty=promiscuous=indiscriminate. I am very picky about who I choose to be intimate with. I just pick a lot of people.
July 26, 2010 3:26:26 PM PDT via Twitter for iPhone
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I am not sure I have said this... Thank you Sir for being such an awesome Master to me.
July 26, 2010 2:05:55 PM PDT via Twitter for iPhone

New Blog Post: Going Mobile http://bit.ly/dkrVpN
July 26, 2010 1:28:10 PM PDT via twitterfeed

Wow! Masturbated to a very "dark" fantasy. I came so hard I passed out and woke up an hour later with my hands still in my pants! *smiles*
July 26, 2010 8:52:40 AM PDT via Twitter for iPhone

New Blog Post: Ten Thousand http://bit.ly/9qvkZc
July 25, 2010 11:35:56 AM PDT via twitterfeed

Friday's date, when asked by golf buddies why he was late, said he had a girl tied up in his room. They laughed. #HonestyIsTheBestPolicy ;D
July 25, 2010 9:18:52 AM PDT via Power Twitter

@feather4heather I know how you are feeling right now. Me too. :( *hugs*
July 25, 2010 7:37:05 AM PDT via Twitter for iPhone in reply to feather4heather

After 1st playdate & talking about next time, he declares he needs more equipment by then. Guess I am a masochist worth some investment. ;)
July 25, 2010 6:50:50 AM PDT via Twitter for iPhone

BTW "나는 그렇게 되길 바랍니다!" means "I sure hope so!" in response to @scentofsade asking if my hairstyle Friday was going to be a new trend. ;D
July 25, 2010 12:05:16 AM PDT via Twitter for iPhone

@scentofsade 나는 그렇게 되길 바랍니다!
July 24, 2010 6:42:45 PM PDT via Twitter for iPhone in reply to scentofsade

Two major fuck-and-pain-a-thons in three days... Man, I am out of practice! Between both of you this slut couldn't fuck today if she tried!
July 24, 2010 2:42:03 PM PDT via mobile web

The tile guy is back at work. :D and wearing shorts today! #DirtyOldLady
July 24, 2010 11:31:29 AM PDT via Twitter for iPhone

New Blog Post: 100% Chance of Ow!!! http://bit.ly/9egbNy
July 24, 2010 6:43:31 AM PDT via twitterfeed

Today's forecast 100% OW!!! RT @willfulenslaved @SlipperyWhnWhet looks like someone got fucked!! You definitely gotta do weather reporting.
July 24, 2010 5:16:20 AM PDT via Twitter for iPhone

Gotta love the hair! LOL! Goodnight. :* http://yfrog.com/n8ru3j
July 23, 2010 10:32:19 PM PDT via Twitter for iPhone

"I am here." "Shit... Beer in a room with men... I think I have started without you..."
July 23, 2010 5:18:34 PM PDT via Twitter for iPhone

Anticipation is killing me! Surrounded by men and dripping wet...
July 23, 2010 5:13:13 PM PDT via Twitter for iPhone

Live music, beer, and a cute barback... Feeling sluttier by the minute!!!!
July 23, 2010 5:09:22 PM PDT via Twitter for iPhone

Sitting in a hotel bar waiting for a man. It's been awhile since I have done this... ;)
July 23, 2010 5:04:25 PM PDT via Twitter for iPhone

#FiveSluttyWords "See you at the hotel." ;)
July 23, 2010 4:13:10 PM PDT via Twitter for iPhone

Today's forecast is warm and sunny with a 100% chance of some serious fucking.... :D
11:13 AM Jul 23rd via Power Twitter

New Blog Post: A Slave By Any Other Name http://bit.ly/dd1eeR
9:55 AM Jul 23rd via twitterfeed
New Blog Post: What I've Learned This Week http://bit.ly/aN1Bko
3:00 AM Jul 23rd via twitterfeed

New Blog Post: Enthusiasm and Wanton Abandonment http://bit.ly/bTvw2V
11:25 AM Jul 22nd via twitterfeed

*stretch* Ow! *sigh* ;)
7:52 AM Jul 22nd via Twitter for iPhone

This is going to hurt tomorrow...
7:36 PM Jul 21st via Power Twitter

His review: "Responded with enthusiasm and wanton abandonment." ;) My review: "Nice. Very, verrry nice..." ;D
6:24 PM Jul 21st via Twitter for iPhone

Looking forward to a hot, sweaty afternoon at the lake... Yay cock!! BTW, Happy #WantonWednesday & #HNT! "I Love Cock" http://bit.ly/byZouN
11:14 AM Jul 21st via Power Twitter

P wants to see me Wed AND Fri. Already have date Wed. Could see both on same day... Nah! P will have to wait two days. #GoodToBeASlut ;D
11:03 PM Jul 20th via Twitter for iPhone

New Blog Post: HNT: \"I Love Cock!\" http://bit.ly/9hiidw
5:54 PM Jul 20th via twitterfeed
Way too many naked, wet women at work today...
10:43 AM Jul 20th via Twitter for iPhone

Best poll ever! :D RT@masterslaves #poll What action shall I perform on my slave tonight? Your votes will decide. http://twtpoll.com/q1myfd
6:20 AM Jul 20th via Power Twitter

masterslaves
#poll What action shall I perform on my slave tonight. Your votes will decide. Day #2 http://twtpoll.com/q1myfd
6:09 AM Jul 20th via web
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@masterslaves I know you do. You already got my vote. :*
6:15 AM Jul 20th via Power Twitter in reply to masterslaves

Very odd talking with Sir for an hour on the phone helping with a virus. THAT VOICE in my ear, but talking about computers. Odd but nice. :D
11:16 PM Jul 19th via Twitter for iPhone

New Blog Post: I Am A Slut, But Not A Cyber Slut http://bit.ly/bCAUFo
10:38 PM Jul 19th via twitterfeed

Oui, j'ai une photo numérique, mais je n'ont pas cyber sexe.
6:38 PM Jul 19th via Power Twitter

TBK365
What is SEMEN SINAPIS & why is a jar of it in this storefront window? http://twitpic.com/26w3j8
2:30 PM Jul 19th via Twitpic
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Enjoying the sun at a waterfront park with my girls. The hot shirtless young men are just an added bonus. ;)
4:15 PM Jul 19th via Twitter for iPhone


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Still Bleeding

I have really been having fun the past few weeks. Enjoying myself with incredible friends. Well, most of me has...

Reading Bad Bad Girl's blog this morning, though, left me sobbing and shaking.

It hits at the oddest times. I want this pain to stop!

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I Can't Believe I Took The Whole Thing

My evening date ended up turning into a lunch date. Not as much time to play, but three hours after my legs are still trembling and feel as if they were made of jello.

The clothespins went on my nipples first. Then torture with toys... *sigh* Face down, ass up next for a hard ride. Trying to keep myself up off the clothespins didn't last long. And they didn't budge.... ow!

Lots of cock down my throat next with a bit of crop thrown in... I do love to make a man's eyes roll back in his head... Apparently licking his balls while his cock is down my throat is a good start... And having tears running down my face while he pounds my throat is a good way to continue...

Next face down again for a beating that had me screaming and sliding all over the place, clothespins and all. Damn those things held securely! Vicious little things!

I finally had to beg to get the clothespins off. Of course by then it would have been much less painful to leave them on... or give birth... I didn't get any recovery time. My nipples, already on fire, were then whipped. Hard. My safeword actually crossed my mind, but I am a stubborn masochist.

Then a major endorphin rush hit. I love endorphins! After I quieted down a bit and relaxed, he really upped the ante. My tits, thighs, and pussy were all whipped as I came over and over on his toys and hand. At one point it seemed like he was almost fisting me.

Then there was something inside me that made me feel like I was being split apart. I wondered if he was fisting me, but his position was wrong. Before these thoughts could completely form, though, I was over the edge and gone...

I do remember thinking when whatever it was finally came out that it was not physically posssible for me to cum again... until he rolled me over and started fucking me... I was wrong.

It was not until after I got to meet his "friend". Wow. I would have run screaming if I had seen it first. But I am very glad I didn't.

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Stop The Ride! I Wanna Get Off!

I love being used. But today I feel used in a non-consentual way. And I didn't even get an orgasm out of the deal. ;D

Two of my friends have a very passionate relationship. One of those roller coaster types. Passionate when they are happy. Passionate when they fight. Nothing at all wrong with that.

What bugs me is occasionally my name comes up in their arguments. Ok, I have slept with him in the past. Yes, I do chat slutty, with both of them. Fine, I am a slut, but have kept myself occupied elsewhere. Last night I felt like a weapon being used by each against the other. I am getting dizzy and I don't even remember getting on this roller coaster!

There is no real point to this post. I am just venting feelings. I have asked each to please leave me out of their arguments. I want them to be happy. I don't want to come between them... well not that way at least... ;)

Now I have vented. On to happier things like getting ready for my 10,000 hit celebration tonight! Any photo requests anyone? I will relay them to the photographer as I have been told I will be a bit tied up...


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HNT: "Subspace"

Happy Wanton Wednesday and Half-Nekkid Thursday

I love subspace. No... I need subspace.

I was actually quite worried that without Sir, and the total deep submission I had with him, that my adventures of flying were over. (Really, really worried...)

I am very happy to report that this is not the case. Yay! Not one, but both of my dates last week sent me flying. It is good to have talented friends. ;)

Coming next week... A new and improved "freshly fucked" hairdo...

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Going Mobile

My laptop is being sent off today for repair. I think I am going to go into withdrawals... But I will try and keep writing on my teeny tiny iPhone keypad. That means I can blog from anywhere. Well, almost... There is no signal at all at the lake.

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Ten Thousand

When I first started blogging just about three months ago, I really did not expect anyone to read this. This was, and still is, an online journal of my adventures exploring this strange and wonderful new BDSM world.

But people started reading. A lot. And coming back to read more. Now it looks that probably Wednesday or Thursday this blog will reach the 10,000 page load mark. My facebook fan page, originally created so my friend G could get my updates on her facebook news feed, is now over 100 fans. People are following me on twitter.

All of this feels a bit weird, but kind of cool as well. I am just doing what I do, but now every once in a while I say "Take a picture!" :D

People aren't just reading. They are talking back. I receive comments, emails, and instant messages from many. They have asked honest questions, offered support during recent events, thanked me for helping them somehow, or just said hi. (I am not very hard to find @yahoo.)

Sometimes I wonder how people find my site out of the millions out there. Some of the search queries that bring people here are flattering. Some are not. (I swear I never wrote about anal dog sex, but that search brought someone once.) Being one of Google's top submissive masochist sluts does give me a sense of pride, though, I have to admit that.

I think the best thing, though, is that I have made several new friends because of this blog. Real, friendly, open people. It is nice to have people to talk to about things that I can't always bring up during my normal day. There have been surprisingly very few kind-of-creepy contacts, and I have only had to block one.

I was just chatting with one of my dates from this past week who is busily plotting and planning for this next Wednesday. I mentioned I would probably want to celebrate my 10,000 hit mark. Then I realized I am a masochist and was talking to a man who has been buying and building new things to torture me with, laughing evilly all the way. I quite quickly added "Web hits..." God, I hope I didn't give him any ideas! One hundred got me warmed up really, really well, but ten thousand would probably kill me! ;D

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100% Chance of Ow!!!

Tweet: Today's forecast is warm and sunny with a 100% chance of some serious fucking.... :D

It was a very long day waiting for time to go...  

Tweet: #FiveSluttyWords "See you at the hotel." ;) 

I arrived at the hotel before he did. He was having issues with the ferry. I told him "Welcome to my world..." It was nice, though, having a man get on a ferry to come and see me... lol! I sat out by the water enjoying the beautiful day until I started to sweat. Then I moved inside.

Tweet: Sitting in a hotel bar waiting for a man. It's been awhile since I have done this... ;)





It has been quite a few years...  


Tweet: Live music, beer, and a cute barback... Feeling sluttier by the minute!!!!

Definitely noticing all of the men around me... they smelled so good... squirming uncomfortably on my stool... trying to look busy texting... waiting for him to walk up behind me... 


Tweet: Anticipation is killing me! Surrounded by men and dripping wet...

My mind switched into predator mode. There is a reason I don't frequent hotel bars... it is too easy... every man in here has a room... found out later these were his co-workers. When a really cute guy walked in and smiled at me, I found myself calculating the fastest way to get into his room. I could have been there in under five minutes. I decided it was time to go back outside...
 
Tweet: "I am here." "Shit... Beer in a room with men... I think I have started without you..."

Yay! Fucking! I was already warmed up... and somebody was in a very interesting mood... Cuffs and rope... lots of toys... good thing he didn't have to go through an airport with that bag of goodies! And when did this "Sensual Dom" start playing with pain? My poor ass and thighs... not used to this twice in three days...  The variable speed control on the Hitachi was new too. By the time he brought that out, he only had to set it near me... I was grinding on anything within reach and homed in on it right away. And then it all goes blank...


Tweet: Gotta love the hair! LOL! Goodnight. :*

I am calling it the cockatoo look... It took forever to get my hair brushed out... then fell asleep almost instantly when I got home. 

Tweet: Today's forecast 100% OW!!! RT @willfulenslaved @SlipperyWhnWhet looks like someone got fucked!! You definitely gotta do weather reporting.

Definitely moving slower today. I slept straight through three of the four alarms I had set... and I can feel every muscle... it's going to be a long day at work... but I will be grinning with every ache... :D

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A Slave By Any Other Name

Just a small part of one conversation while chatting with one of my "fans" very early this morning.  Unlike most men, he has actually read the words on my blog... ;D (The Cpt. Aizen name was his condition for letting me use part of our chat.)

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Cpt. Aizen: I really enjoy talking with you, you are kinda fun. But you'd never make it as my slave.

ME: Why?

Cpt. Aizen: Why do I enjoy talking with you? Well. Many reasons, you provides a sub point of view, you are respectful but blunt, you are overly honest, and can give weirdly honest feedback for thoughts that affect us all. I'm glad you are on. I had a really bad night.

ME: Overly honest? And why would I never make it as your slave?

Cpt. Aizen: Yes, overly. It’s like you don’t fear retribution for your honesty. I like that. Well, I guess is because you don’t have a master anymore. But as for myself, while I enjoy and even approve of your blog, your IM 'statuses', chat comments, and other such seemingly 'minor' slights... well, add up quite quickly.

ME: Minor slights? I am behaving like a perfect angel...

Cpt. Aizen: It has said "wanton abandonment" for a day or two. You are not, and you know it. Perfect angel, indeed.

ME: I am living within my set rules.

Cpt. Aizen: What rules? You’re a slave without a master.

ME: I am married. Ultimately I answer to my husband.

Cpt. Aizen: Back in the day you'd be flogged.

ME: I would just like it.

Cpt. Aizen: Well oo-la-la, and when have you been faithful to your hubby? Slave??

ME: He has never asked me to, and knows I have other lovers. We have had an open relationship since before we were married 24 years ago.

Cpt. Aizen: These are the 'minor slights' that add up.

ME: Well, then, you are right. I would not be a good slave for you. http://www.slipperywhnwhet.info/2010/07/what-ive-learned-this-week.html

Cpt. Aizen: I’d spend too much time beating the past out of you, and less time beating the future into you. If that makes sense. It does, but is deeper on the BDSM level. Fun blog.

ME: I don't learn much from beatings. I enjoy them too much...

Cpt. Aizen: <~ Sadist. I know! Why beatings are sooo fun! This blog entry was quite cute though.

ME: Just mental rambling.

Cpt. Aizen: Awesome graphic too. I’m so stealing it.

ME: Wanted a devil with a halo...

Cpt. Aizen: Ha! Even metaphysically, your halo would burn up. You're no angel.

ME: I am very nice. A nice slut. Lol

Cpt. Aizen: Oh yes I’m sure you’re continually covered with honey and flowers... /sarcasm. No, you’re a slave. And lucky to be so.

ME: I was. I am not, nor do I want to be again.

Cpt. Aizen: ... You’re a freelancer?! ...

ME: Don’t want a relationship with that level of total submission again.

Cpt. Aizen: Freelance slave... seems a contradiction in terms.

ME: You say slave. I have never called myself that.

Cpt. Aizen: Uber-sub? I’ve read your blogs. You were a slave to his whims and desires. Even reading from your side of the blog.

ME: Sir had my total submission when I was with him.

Cpt. Aizen: Though I get it. I can understand not wanting that pain of separation again. But you are, what you are.

ME: Separation is too kind of a word to describe that...

Cpt. Aizen: Separation was meant to be a kind word.

ME: Then thank you.

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I love getting an outside point of view, a different perspective, even when it is something I don't want to hear. In fact, that is the best time to listen.

Perhaps I had become a slave. I have had that thought myself. I gave myself willingly and completely. I no longer had the ability to say "no". The longing for what I have lost is so strong it has actually become a physical pain tearing at my core.

Right now the masochist part of me is sated and purring. The slut part of me is having a total field day! But the submissive part of me is hiding in a corner, nursing her wounds. She is very likely also busily building walls... I will just leave her alone. Only time will tell if she will decide to come back out...

"Submissive"... "slave"... the line had become blurred. The pain will eventually pass through me. (Breathe.) For now I will just be a "bottom"...

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What I've Learned This Week

This has been, and continues to be, an interesting week. Just sitting here thinking random thoughts about events and writing them down...

I am very glad Sir and I are still friends. I have enjoyed my conversations this week with him.

Losing that connection, that deep of a level of submission, to someone hurts... a lot... like having part of your soul ripped out.  (That "mark" will take a very long time to heal...)


Do not ever download a file onto your computer without knowing what it is. Even if someone you trust sends it to you. (Well, I already knew that. But now hopefully Sir does as well.)

J has more than made up for not fucking me on our date last week. (And then some...)

I can still get to Subspace. Yay! :D (I was worried that I may not be able to without Sir and that level of submission.)

I can still get off on a cock down my throat. Another Yay!! (Again that same worry.)

I do love pain!

J is a very quick learner. So am I.

The week's not over yet. Tonight will be another adventure.

I have always liked being to be able to choose my style of sex by choosing which man I feel like fucking. (My date tonight, P, is an old friend I was seeing before Sir and a very sensual, erotic Dom.)

Some days I want to be treated like a princess, some days I need to be treated like a whore. (Tonight P just happens to be in town tonight and staying at a hotel near me. What an opportunity! Now I get to be treated like a princess with a kinky twist.)

I love being a slut! I know I "should" feel guilty about something. It's not "normal" for a woman to act like this. It is what caused the drama with Sir. But I don't want to "have to" behave! I have always been a slut, and have enjoyed many adventures over the years. Now I can be a slut with all sorts of new toys (and implements, and devices, and furniture, and sensations, etc...)

I can not be binogamous. I have never been monogamous. Every time I have tried to limit myself to only two men (with my husband as #1) because the second man asked me to, I have failed. (I have never expected any partner to be "faithful" to me.)

I slept too much yesterday. I passed out from exhaustion after my date at eight and slept twelve hours. Then I took a five hour nap.  Seventeen hours of sleep means I am still awake at 3 am when I should be getting rested for tonight's fun... Goodnight. :*

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Enthusiasm and Wanton Abandonment

I had a very awesome afternoon at the lake yesterday of fucking and beating. This time it was just me and him. No emotional turmoil. No guilt. No exes. Just us.

Lots of fucking. Lots of sucking. Lots of pain. As much as I would love to write every last detail here, those are quite fuzzy for me. When I relax and let go, my brain is the first thing out the door. I just react. Apparently in all sorts of interesting ways... (I swear I need to get my own video camera!)

The camera did not come out until later. But they say a picture is worth a thousand words...

The sun makes an excellent aftercare blanket...

I was off in my own happy place for quite a while.

Later... still there...

Signs of life.

Now where is my shirt?

Found my shirt. Still looking for my brain...

Slowly coming back to reality. I did not want to leave.

His review: "Responded with enthusiasm and wanton abandonment." ;) My review: "Nice. Very, verrry nice..." ;D

Such a smartass...

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HNT: "I Love Cock!"

Happy Wanton Wednesday and Half-Nekkid Thursday

I really do love cock. At all times, and in all places. ;)

Cock has definitely always been my favorite hobby!



On a side note, my website will be coming up on 10,000 hits in the next couple of weeks. I feel I should do something to commemorate the event, but I am not sure what. I am open to suggestions!!

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I Am A Slut, But Not A Cyber Slut

I received a very polite invitation today to cam with someone. I responded “Oui, j'aj une photo numérique, mais je n'ont pas cyber sexe." (Yes, I have a digital camera, but I do not cyber sex.)

Cyber sex is not something I have ever been interested in. I am not judging anyone who has long distance relationships via the internet. I keep in touch with many friends that way. But I cannot do sex online. I know it works well for some, but not for me.

With people I have fucked before... hell even with people I am fucking now... I do not get off via computer. I love flirty, sexy chat. I love seeing the face of the person I am talking with. I love the reactions, the raised eyebrows or spontaneous smiles, from something I have said. But that’s as far as it goes.

Sex for me involves all five of my senses. The computer can only provide two, sight and sound, and I still prefer those two in person. I also LOVE the scents of sex and men (and women sometimes), and the tastes- all of them. Plus don’t forget the most important sense of all for sex... touch. Without touch, for me, it isn’t sex.

If you try to throw in some sadism and domination, the difference between real and cyber becomes even more distinct. If pain I inflict on myself did anything for me, why would I need the Sadist? And trying to submit without that hand in my hair, the tug on a leash, or various other inputs does not work for me. I am more likely to start giggling.

So my apologies to the very kind gentleman in France, and to all the others who have asked. I don’t do cyber. I need a real man (or woman) physically present. Anything else would be me faking, and I don’t do that either. :D

Perve more of "I Am A Slut, But Not A Cyber Slut"

A Slut's Life in 140 Characters or Less... (Part 3)

Wow. So much has changed in the past two months... For me it is good to look back through these little snapshots of my life. It reminds me of good times... and things I have learned...

Cool & Kinky #FF @Mollena @saynine @twistedmonk @butchtastickyle @badbadgirlx @coyotetoo @willfulenslaved @eroticheat @masterslaves @tbk365 9:19 AM May 14th via Power Twitter    

@willfulenslaved Thank you. :* 8:44 PM May 14th via Power Twitter in reply to willfulenslaved   

Proofreaders and critiques appreciated.    

Please read "Surrender", an essay on Masochism and Subspace. (Final Draft)    

Watching the clock... waiting to go see Sir... :D 12:14 PM May 16th via Power Twitter    

@masterslaves Mmm... Wiener Schnitzel. I miss living in Germany. 1:38 PM May 16th via Power Twitter in reply to masterslaves   

Sitting in dock STILL on the ferry, with Sir on the other side... :( 1:40 PM May 16th via Power Twitter    

@masterslaves No Sir. But it is made well there if you know where to go. 1:40 PM May 16th via Power Twitter in reply to masterslaves   

That turnstile has it out for me, I swear! Every time after seeing Sir, that damned thing hits me on the ass. #Floaty 7:03 PM May 16th via Power Twitter    

Reading what I wrote about Subspace while in Subspace is weird...    

Me after 100 lashes: "May I have more pain please Sir?" Him (later): "That's the hardest I ever beat anyone." Me: "Thank you Sir." #Floaty 9:04 PM May 16th via Power Twitter    

Shameless self-pimping... Writing about kink for a vanilla class... not easy at all.    

Turned in my essay on Masochism... too late to chicken out now. LOL 8:37 PM May 17th via Power Twitter    

Due for epic Subdrop and PMS. Stomach churning after I turned in paper. Asked teacher to read it. Better tonight than in Subdrop. I got 4.0! 10:40 PM May 17th via Power Twitter    

Still floaty from yesterday. Relieved about my essay grade. What could make it better? An #ORGASM ! (Too late to ask Sir, but gonna anyway.) 11:48 PM May 17th via Power Twitter    

Work is always a lot easier to take after a good beating and fucking! 6:45 AM May 18th via Power Twitter    

#Subspace is the greatest thing ever. The bad part is it fades away. Now I feel aches and pains from Sunday. Next, the emotions. #Subdrop :( 5:51 AM May 19th via Power Twitter    

Just finished Sir's assignment. He said he would give me something to write about.    

#HNT: "Clover and Nipple"    

Damn. Horny as hell and nothing I can do about it. Friday, May 21, 2010 11:42:38 AM via Power Twitter    

A #Sadist can always make "Horny as hell and nothing I can do about it" much worse. Still need to learn to keep my mouth shut. Friday, May 21, 2010 12:18:07 PM via Power Twitter    

If you Google "tit torture tumblr" from Kuwait, I come up as hit #13. Who would have guessed? *grins*    

Definitely feeling #Subdrop now. Time to eat some chocolate, snuggle up in my comforter, & go to sleep. It will pass. It is SO worth it! :D Friday, May 21, 2010 9:40:54 PM via Power Twitter    

Off to work. Feeling better at least. Chocolate, a good night's sleep, and a long hot shower can fix most things. :) Saturday, May 22, 2010 6:54:11 AM via Power Twitter    

God I need sex (or at least a few minutes alone) but I am at work. Horny in Seattle... Send help... LOL! Saturday, May 22, 2010 12:39:25 PM via txt    

@saynine yes, it would. :D Saturday, May 22, 2010 10:22:36 PM via Power Twitter in reply to saynine   

Mmm... finally got the orgasm I have been craving all day. Too bad I am alone. Finger licking good. ;) Saturday, May 22, 2010 10:24:32 PM via Power Twitter    

Found out I have Google's #2 "paddling fantasy birthday" and #7 "fantasy kidnapped and raped birthday". Wow. Cool but weird. *blush & grin* Sunday, May 23, 2010 5:38:57 AM via Power Twitter    

@sroxy Only for short periods of time... Sunday, May 23, 2010 9:04:31 AM via Power Twitter in reply to sroxy   

Ask me anything, seriously ;) Trying to get my brain going today.    

Q:Did you always like anal sex from the fi... A:I have always loved anal sex. The first ...    

Q:What were some of your earliest sexual f... A:My earliest memories of fantasies (even ...    

Q:What was your favorite punishment scene ... A:Hmmm... I think that would be a toss-up ...    

@willfulenslaved *raises hand and grins* Sunday, May 23, 2010 9:14:53 PM via Power Twitter in reply to willfulenslaved   

Cool! I was working on it, but my phone is too dumb to see it. Thanks for the questions BTW. :* Sunday, May 23, 2010 9:33:29 PM via Power Twitter    

Thank goodness for Sir's 30 minute rule! ;) Monday, May 24, 2010 9:39:53 AM via Power Twitter    

#Homework is melting my brain! Just sayin. :) Monday, May 24, 2010 3:03:33 PM via Power Twitter    

Now i am just thinking about cock again... Monday, May 24, 2010 4:38:55 PM via Power Twitter    

Q:So what limits do you have? A:Again I will have to say my limits are always evolving.U...    

@willfulenslaved @complex_sex "swallowing is all the fun!" Is there any other option? ;) Monday, May 24, 2010 10:14:11 PM via Power Twitter in reply to willfulenslaved   

goodnight tweeple! Tuesday, May 25, 2010 1:33:14 AM via Power Twitter    

Showers Well With Others    

Ambulance at work... Boo... Really hot paramedics... Yay! Tuesday, May 25, 2010 11:48:35 AM via txt    

@complex_sex any time! Tuesday, May 25, 2010 9:00:44 PM via Power Twitter    

@the_concubine @willfulenslaved The 30 min rule is if I ask to cum but he can't respond, I get to anyway after 30 min. :D Tuesday, May 25, 2010 9:02:51 PM via Power Twitter    

@willfulenslaved I like your ambulance fantasy idea. All 5 were underwear model HOT, & the boss was definitely Domly. Good wank material! ;) Tuesday, May 25, 2010 9:04:03 PM via Power Twitter    

Just took "Which Crazy Writer Are You?" and got: Oscar Wilde! Try it ➔    

@saynine "Why grandma, what large hands you have..." ;) Tuesday, May 25, 2010 9:29:02 PM via Power Twitter in reply to saynine   

@saynine "Why grandma, what a large cock you have..." *giggles* Got to go think about paramedics now. Orders are two orgasms before sleep. Tuesday, May 25, 2010 9:32:36 PM via Power Twitter in reply to saynine   

Orders followed. Ambulance/Paramedic fantasy FTW! :) Goodnight from Seattle. :* Tuesday, May 25, 2010 10:03:04 PM via Power Twitter    

@TBK365 Go right ahead. ;) Wednesday, May 26, 2010 5:35:23 AM via Power Twitter in reply to TBK365   

Good morning everyone! Wednesday, May 26, 2010 5:35:50 AM via Power Twitter    

@willfulenslaved But can you put that on a resume? ;) Wednesday, May 26, 2010 9:44:23 AM via Trillian in reply to willfulenslaved   

@willfulenslaved Fetlife is hiring. Business degree and kinky nympho... :D Wednesday, May 26, 2010 9:54:14 AM via Power Twitter in reply to willfulenslaved   

@TBK365 Center for Sex Positive Culture (CSPC)    

Smoking Hot Firemen:    

#HNT: "Cuming":    

Two cute squirrels on our swingset. Called my girls to see. They came just in time to figure out one's male & one's female. #SwingsetHumping Thursday, May 27, 2010 6:03:25 PM via Power Twitter    

Exposed:    

I'm a Jealous, Pouting, Whining, Selfish, Spoiled Brat:    

@willfulenslaved Thanks for pimping me! :D #FF Friday, May 28, 2010 12:25:43 PM via Power Twitter in reply to willfulenslaved   

RT @willfulenslaved @SlipperyWhnWhet "it was rather satisfying to whore you to my friends. ;)" Would have been a bit more fun in person. :D Friday, May 28, 2010 5:50:45 PM via Power Twitter    

I am feeling brave.    

RT @saynine @willfulenslaved "Ha ha, That squicks me." Wow, Willful, I am impressed. Takes a lot to squick him! Friday, May 28, 2010 8:21:41 PM via Power Twitter    

@saynine *checks feet* OK, I am good... :D Friday, May 28, 2010 8:24:47 PM via Power Twitter in reply to saynine   

@saynine Scat is a hard limit for me. Friday, May 28, 2010 8:40:03 PM via Power Twitter in reply to saynine   

@ButchtasticKyle "...turn from the kind of painful moan to the painful but pleasurable moan..." Painful? Hmm... Maybe i am doing it wrong. Friday, May 28, 2010 8:47:42 PM via Power Twitter    

Missing Sir... but just heard from him. He's having a great time. His happiness makes me happy. (Well, all but the selfish part of me...) Friday, May 28, 2010 9:29:05 PM via Power Twitter    

How Can I Compete With This?:    

Wow, I am flattered. Yahoo search has me at number 14 for "sadism sex". A proud moment. :D Friday, May 28, 2010 9:55:47 PM via Power Twitter    

Much more flattering than being number 10 on blogsearch.google.com for "anal sex dog"!!! (No, I did not write about dog sex..." Friday, May 28, 2010 10:00:59 PM via Power Twitter    

For those who have a long weekend, enjoy it and be safe! I get to work 24 hours today but I plan to have fun with it. :* Saturday, May 29, 2010 7:43:42 AM via txt    

#NonConsensualOrgasmRestriction Bored and super, super horny!!! Normally not a problem- I would just masturbate, but I am at work and can't. Saturday, May 29, 2010 11:15:56 AM via Power Twitter    

Trying to answer the "Hottest Sex" formspring question is making #NonConsensualOrgasmRestriction that much worse!! Too many hot memories... Saturday, May 29, 2010 2:01:06 PM via Power Twitter    

Q:hottest sex? A:Hottest sex... hmm... a very broad question. Also thinking about how to...    

Anyone else? Since I can't get sex today, I can at least talk about it...    

Forced Orgasms (Gotta love them!)    

If I am alone and cum without touching myself, does that count? Still a hypothetical question, these balls are just a tease... for now... Sunday, May 30, 2010 2:42:05 PM via Power Twitter    

@willfulenslaved practice makes perfect... keep practicing... Sunday, May 30, 2010 7:43:30 PM via Power Twitter in reply to willfulenslaved   

My holiday weekend treat... going to bed early and sleeping in... not as good as the BDSM I had planned on originally, but still very nice. Sunday, May 30, 2010 7:59:26 PM via Power Twitter    

Response to question "So what was it like having to wear those balls in your cunt?"    

"I ask so little. Just let me rule you, and you can have everything that you want." Tuesday, June 01, 2010 4:39:29 AM via Power Twitter    

Do you mind answering more questions about yourself?    

Hmmm... Ginger root and caning mentioned for tomorrow. Could be a mindfuck... or not... Not sure if it would my punishment or pleasure... Tuesday, June 01, 2010 9:12:44 PM via Power Twitter    

Possible figging tonight... or it's just Sir's mental torture... don't know which. A little worried, but excited. Either way I see Sir! :D Wednesday, June 02, 2010 3:10:46 PM via Power Twitter    

I love figging. :D Thursday, June 03, 2010 7:54:07 AM via Power Twitter    

@willfulenslaved Yes it did. It was horribly awesome! Thursday, June 03, 2010 7:58:17 AM via Power Twitter in reply to willfulenslaved   

@willfulenslaved No I haven't. I highly recommend ginger, though. Thursday, June 03, 2010 8:08:48 AM via Power Twitter in reply to willfulenslaved   

@willfulenslaved Hot sauce on the clit, ginger in the ass, and your Wahl... definite sensory overload. Wanna practice on a victim? Pick me!! Thursday, June 03, 2010 9:06:54 AM via Power Twitter in reply to willfulenslaved   

Happy #HNT: "Showering":    

Figged and Caned    

God I miss girl sex! Friday, June 04, 2010 10:10:19 AM via Power Twitter    

RT @Mollena My day just got better. According to @shitmydadsays, I'm Important! http://twitter.com/shitmydadsays/status/15454725259 ~Yay us! Friday, June 04, 2010 6:31:51 PM via Power Twitter    

Ask the Slut (keep me entertained at work) | Slippery When Whet    

@Mollena When will you find out about the #Fetlife job? I am keeping my eyes, fingers, and toes crossed (but not my legs, sorry) for you! :D Saturday, June 05, 2010 8:43:38 AM via Power Twitter    

@Mollena When will you find out about the #Fetlife job? I am keeping my eyes, fingers, and toes crossed (but not my legs, sorry) for you! :D Saturday, June 05, 2010 8:43:38 AM via Power Twitter    

@ButchtasticKyle Not a problem. :D (P.S. I think you have turned me into a StatCounter junkie...) Saturday, June 05, 2010 11:04:00 AM via Power Twitter in reply to ButchtasticKyle   

@saynine "I wonder who the first slut to celebrate Cane-a-slut day tomorrow will be?" I really wish I could... :( Saturday, June 05, 2010 8:49:42 PM via Power Twitter    

@saynine No. :( I saw Sir on Wednesday, and won't see him again until next weekend. But I am posting a pic of my first caning ever. :D Saturday, June 05, 2010 9:38:38 PM via Power Twitter in reply to saynine   

@ saynine Glad you like it! ;) Saturday, June 05, 2010 9:46:17 PM via Power Twitter    

Photo: Happy #CaneASlutDay to everyone!    

@CaneASlutDay "Make your way to Seattle and it would be a possibility! ;D" Hmm... I am in Seattle... (saying that will get me caned) *grins* Saturday, June 05, 2010 11:37:37 PM via Power Twitter in reply to CaneASlutDay   

RT @willfulenslaved "Hmm... Daddy is singing "ANAL RAPE" over and over to the tune of Taps... should I be afraid?" <---Yes. And very wet. :D Sunday, June 06, 2010 8:13:14 PM via Power Twitter    

Yay! I am on the @CaneASlutDay site! ;)    

Steak & BJ Day in March, Mastrubation Day in May, Cane-A-Slut Day in June... what other sex holidays are there? Monday, June 07, 2010 1:07:47 AM via Power Twitter    

I can not wait until my finals are over Wednesday. That will free up all sorts of masturbation time... Monday, June 07, 2010 11:59:34 AM via Power Twitter    

An orgasm or two would really help me focus on my schoolwork... Monday, June 07, 2010 12:57:22 PM via Power Twitter    

Finally got my twitter updates and blog posts to auto post to my facebook fan page. Kinky and geeky...    

Self-induced orgasm didn't help with homework. I need a good, hard face fucking! Monday, June 07, 2010 2:02:11 PM via Power Twitter    

RT @ badbadgirlx "Finding typos after you hit "publish" is like starting your period while peeing on the pregnancy test." <-Too funny! LMAO! Monday, June 07, 2010 11:17:17 PM via Power Twitter    

Raise your hand if you can cum from being face fucked! (Or for the fuckers, if your partner can.) Inquiring perverts want to know... Tuesday, June 08, 2010 12:34:47 AM via Power Twitter    

Ever have one of those days when you oversleep FOUR HOURS on the WORST POSSIBLE DAY to do it? Gone insane. Will return soon... :D Tuesday, June 08, 2010 12:56:49 PM via Power Twitter    

#HNT: "Cross and Clothespins"    

I think my choice to become "under the influence" this morning was not the best choice to get things done. Thursday, June 10, 2010 10:32:48 AM via Power Twitter    

Yay masturbation under the influence! Haven't done that in forever. Ahhh... Thursday, June 10, 2010 12:17:24 PM via Power Twitter    

Now I am going to try and get something done. I will probably end up with my hands in my pants again instead... Thursday, June 10, 2010 12:25:46 PM via Power Twitter    

Happy Half-Nekkid Thursday!    

Moving sucks. And not in a good way. Thursday, June 10, 2010 11:06:51 PM via Power Twitter    

Kinky ladies to follow. #FF @hecallsmecunt, @SubmissiveFae, @MuchDesire, @feather4heather, @katie_6667, @willfulenslaved, @TBK365, @Mollena Friday, June 11, 2010 6:02:23 PM via Power Twitter    

Now the dirty minded gents. #FF @Martyinny, @1nvictus, @complex_sex, @EroticHeat, @eroticrogue, @ButchtasticKyle, @twistedmonk, @saynine Friday, June 11, 2010 6:09:23 PM via Power Twitter    

Thanks! Gotta love us painsluts! :D RT @ feather4heather I follow @SlipperyWhnWhet because she's a masochistic slut, like me! :) Friday, June 11, 2010 6:19:17 PM via Power Twitter    

Ahhh... Orgasms are our friends... And one can never have too many friends... Off to make some more... ;D Friday, June 11, 2010 8:15:20 PM via Power Twitter    

Don't be shy... Ask me questions...    

Just Posted: Throat Fucking    

I agree. My turn now! RT @ feather4heather "I just had an orgasm. Totally needed that. Best stress reliever, ever. :) #orgasmsmakemesmile" Saturday, June 12, 2010 10:22:28 PM via Power Twitter    

All I can think of is sex, Sex, #SEX! So much I need to do. Perhaps with a OPHORIA K-BALLS™ & NJOY PURE PLUG combo, I can have both. *grins* Sunday, June 13, 2010 9:37:57 AM via Power Twitter    

@SlipperyWhnWhet Packing Toys: Sir was occupied last night and well into the afternoon today (lucky girl), and I h...    

@hecallsmecunt Metal conducts cold so well, doesn't it? Sunday, June 13, 2010 6:54:35 PM via Power Twitter    

@willfulenslaved Yay sodomy! Sunday, June 13, 2010 6:55:19 PM via Power Twitter in reply to willfulenslaved   

If this article is correct in that masturbation can add years to your life....some of you fuckers are never going die.... Sunday, June 13, 2010 3:53:10 PM via web Retweeted by you and 8 others    

Just saw a pic of a distant lover in his flight suit. It still makes me hot as hell. #MilitaryMen and #FlightSuits are sexy! Sunday, June 13, 2010 8:07:02 PM via Power Twitter    

@SlipperyWhnWhet The Best Thing About Flight Suits...: ... is what's in them. :D I saw a picture of a distant love...    

Giving hubby directions to dump. Said if I was wrong he could beat me and I would try not to like it too much. He rolled his eyes. ;) Monday, June 14, 2010 12:27:26 PM via txt    

I miss my Other Sir lots, but if we lived closer I would have never met my Sir, and I am so glad I did. #Bittersweet   

I fell asleep before masturbating last night. Now on Orgasm Restriction until I see Sir tomorrow. It will be extremely hard to focus today. Tuesday, June 15, 2010 6:27:56 AM via Power Twitter    

Keeping my hands out of my pants until I see Sir tomorrow night is going to be very, very difficult... Tuesday, June 15, 2010 9:51:53 PM via Power Twitter    

@SlipperyWhnWhet HNT: "Balls Deep": Happy Wanton Wednesday and Half-Nekkid Thursday! Sir enjoying some attention f...    

I will see Sir in a few minutes. Yay! No mindfucks or teasers this time. Hmmm... Almost a mindfuck in itself... LOL Wednesday, June 16, 2010 6:10:31 PM via txt    

*happy sigh*... Wednesday, June 16, 2010 9:57:23 PM via txt    

@SlipperyWhnWhet is "away" right now... Leave a message at the tweep... She will return your call when she comes out of orbit... ;) Wednesday, June 16, 2010 10:04:00 PM via txt    

I can't cross my legs... My thighs are on fire... Ouch! That turnstile is going to get me... again... Wednesday, June 16, 2010 10:09:06 PM via txt    

I hate that thing! You know that feeling of gilding after skating or treadmill? Feels cool gliding up the ramp to the ferry after Sir. :D Wednesday, June 16, 2010 10:13:27 PM via txt    

Damn I'm hungry... Train going by... Had sex on and under trains. Loud on trestle two feet above your head... but intense... Wednesday, June 16, 2010 10:18:04 PM via txt    

Have I mentioned I LOVE the hitachi?! Then I hate it... Then love it again... Then want to marry it! Wednesday, June 16, 2010 10:20:28 PM via txt    

Ferry is here. Can't sit near any men. In a fuck-me-right-fucking-now kind of mood. All fired up still... Would jump about anyone... *grins* Wednesday, June 16, 2010 10:24:32 PM via txt    

Ow! Forgot and crossed my legs again. Sir was very cruel to my inner thighs and clit. #VeryTenderBits Wednesday, June 16, 2010 10:28:54 PM via txt    

Almost there and have to drive... Feet back on the ground now. Except for the visions of hot sex with men on this boat. Waves make it worse. Wednesday, June 16, 2010 10:44:45 PM via txt    

I love it when Sir takes me past where I want to be to where I NEED to be. Thank you Sir. Wednesday, June 16, 2010 11:03:23 PM via txt    

Walking alone through almost deserted parking lot at night... My mind is in the gutter... Rape scenarios in my head... I need to eat... Wednesday, June 16, 2010 11:10:09 PM via txt    

@SlipperyWhnWhet Random Thoughts of a Grinning Idiot: Floaty, subspacey tweets on the way home from an evening wit...    

Now safely home and exhausted. But still grinning... Thursday, June 17, 2010 12:25:56 AM via Power Twitter    

@willfulenslaved no, I can't blame you one bit. I wouldn't get anything done with that as a phone background. :D Thursday, June 17, 2010 10:36:00 AM via Power Twitter in reply to willfulenslaved   

Delightfully achey, still floaty, memories of last night in my head like a wonderful dream... just out of reach... only bits & pieces... Thursday, June 17, 2010 10:45:18 AM via Power Twitter    

@SlipperyWhnWhet View From Subspace: Sir had no use for my mind last night. He chased my brain out of my body righ...    

in honor of oil-soaked birds, 'tweets' are now 'gurgles.    

I wish I could feel this way everyday, but I don't think my body could handle Sir that often... At least not at the same intensity level. ;) Thursday, June 17, 2010 9:56:25 PM via Twitter for iPhone    

Moving Weekend. My internet access will be limited, but I can still receive instant messages. Friday, June 18, 2010 8:04:23 AM via Power Twitter    

@feather4heather I am jealous! Have fun at the spa. Saturday, June 19, 2010 11:05:49 AM via Power Twitter in reply to feather4heather   

I want cock... none in sight... trapped at work... *sigh* #NonConsentualOrgasmRestriction Saturday, June 19, 2010 3:32:50 PM via Power Twitter    
I "cooked" Papa John's for the ladies at work tonight. No dishes means I can masturbate sooner. :D Saturday, June 19, 2010 5:38:52 PM via txt    

@feather4heather "Good Day" and "Sticky"... Hmmm... is this another blog post kind of day? Saturday, June 19, 2010 6:08:47 PM via Power Twitter in reply to feather4heather   

Work, packing, moving, cleaning, getting ready for summer quarter, no broadband... Sorry I am so quiet this week. Too tired to be slutty. :( Monday, June 21, 2010 8:01:38 AM via Twitter for iPhone    

Goodnight. I am beat... and not in a good way... ;) Monday, June 21, 2010 8:27:42 PM via Twitter for iPhone    

Got a good night's sleep. Woke up horny as hell!! Too bad it's straight to work... Tuesday, June 22, 2010 7:30:08 AM via Twitter for iPhone    

Bored and horny at work. This is first job I think I have ever had where there were no men to fuck. Must remember to check that next time... Tuesday, June 22, 2010 9:25:59 PM via Power Twitter    

I should be careful what I ask for. Asked for men earlier, got four paramedics. (And not the hot day shift ones.) Not exactly what I wanted. Tuesday, June 22, 2010 11:35:01 PM via Twitter for iPhone    

@SlipperyWhnWhet HNT: "Bath": Happy Wanton Wednesday and Half-Nekkid Thursday!Sir enjoys being bathed, and I enjo...    

@SlipperyWhnWhet Jealousy, Mistrust, Insecurity: I often wonder at other people's relationships and just don't get...    

Q:I'm really curious as to why you'd finish your post on... A:I was inviting responses. I am glad to see you figured...    

Hubby called me whore last night. :D Reminded him I am just a slut. He said I should charge. I think he just wants to buy more electronics. Thursday, June 24, 2010 8:55:40 PM via Power Twitter    

Classes start today after two weeks off. Currently scheduled 19 credits during 10 week quarter. What was I thinking? #IMustReallyBeInsane 8/ Friday, June 25, 2010 7:16:21 AM via Power Twitter    

@scentofsade "how are u feel when he call whore?" It made me very wet! :D Friday, June 25, 2010 8:55:09 PM via Power Twitter in reply to scentofsade   

Having a beer and a mental meltdown. Friday, June 25, 2010 8:55:34 PM via Power Twitter    

I am the only sane person at work. Literally. Sad, but true. Like being sober surrounded by drunks. They are either funny or frustrating. Friday, June 25, 2010 11:20:51 PM via Power Twitter    

@scentofsade "Maybe the tendency looks like same even though people in other countries." A slut is a slut- any country and any language. :D Saturday, June 26, 2010 6:20:54 AM via Power Twitter in reply to scentofsade   

Ask me a question...    

@SlipperyWhnWhet WANTED: Experienced Sadist: Seattle area. Must be able to make me quiver with just a glance, and ...    

Woke up today grinning and horny as hell. Damn I wish I could remember my dreams... Sunday, June 27, 2010 6:57:24 AM via Twitter for iPhone    
So, so you think you can tell Heaven from Hell... Monday, June 28, 2010 8:40:28 AM via Power Twitter    

@SlipperyWhnWhet Sad: Today I am very sad. I shouldn't be, but I can't help it.  I miss Sir. I am not talking abou...    

Sir is cruel... Not complaining... Just sayin'... Monday, June 28, 2010 11:09:21 AM via Power Twitter    

5000 page loads. Woo Hoo! Thanks! Monday, June 28, 2010 3:43:38 PM via Power Twitter    

@SlipperyWhnWhet Dominated: Today I am feeling quite a bit better. I was definitely in a very low place yesterday....    

Finally done moving!! Masturbation Celebration! Happy #WantonWednesday and #HNT!! "What Is Wrong With This Picture?" ;)    

@SlipperyWhnWhet HNT: "What Is Wrong With This Picture?": Happy Wanton Wednesday and Half-Nekkid Thursday There is...    

Horny & slutty yet content & purring at same time. One makes me want to go back to bed other makes me want to drive to Sir. Can't do either. Thursday, July 01, 2010 10:56:25 AM via Power Twitter    

@SlipperyWhnWhet His Eyes: Sir sent me several pictures today. I told him my favorite was one in his wet suit. Out...    

is never naughty... Just mischievously creative! ;). I like being me!!! ;-) XXX Friday, July 02, 2010 8:09:22 AM via Power Twitter    

@SlipperyWhnWhet Permission: I came this morning. Hard. Nothing wrong with that, right? Well, I didn't ask permiss...    

@hecallsmecunt I know THAT feeling!!! Have fun! Friday, July 02, 2010 3:58:34 PM via Power Twitter in reply to hecallsmecunt   

Off to the pool with a pre-schooler and two pre-teens. No lounging in the sun for me... but fun all the same... Friday, July 02, 2010 3:59:52 PM via Power Twitter    

Wow. #1 "masochist slut" on blogsearch.google.com... I would like to thank the academy... :D Friday, July 02, 2010 5:24:08 PM via Power Twitter    
@SlipperyWhnWhet My Readers Are Awesome!: Wow! I started this blog at the end of April (and filled in some back d...    

Sir: "I'm gonna beat you to the next planet when I come back!!" Such a sweet talker! Gave me chills... :D  Saturday, July 03, 2010 10:39:59 AM via web    

Nothing like a handsome young construction guy on his knees to brighten a girl's day! ;)   

"Survival is a major turn on."-Michael Sol, fear play Saturday, July 03, 2010 1:43:20 PM via Twitter for iPhone Retweeted by you    

@scentofsade "@SlipperyWhnWhet Your lips are a lustful." Well thank you very much! Now the question is which lips? ;D Saturday, July 03, 2010 3:39:49 PM via Power Twitter    

Despite being trapped at work, I am having a really good day! :D Saturday, July 03, 2010 5:39:12 PM via Power Twitter    

@SlipperyWhnWhet Submissive vs. Submitting: I said to a friend the other day that I have never submitted to anyone...    

@scentofsade 그것은 나의 것이 아니지만 사진게 사과할 필요는 없습니다. Sunday, July 04, 2010 9:23:37 PM via Twitter for iPhone in reply to scentofsade   

@scentofsade 줄 알았습니다. 저한테 영어로 말하. 는 것이 공정할 것입니다. :) Sunday, July 04, 2010 9:42:55 PM via Twitter for iPhone in reply to scentofsade   

Can't keep my eyes from rolling back in my head. (And no, not from subspace.) last night has finally caught up with me. Goodnight. :* Zzz... Sunday, July 04, 2010 10:03:55 PM via Twitter for iPhone    

Read The Book of Goddess by TBK!!    

@saynine Too bad you aren't closer. Sir is on vacation... I could use a good beating today. Monday, July 05, 2010 8:36:02 AM via Power Twitter in reply to saynine   

@saynine This is the longest I have gone without a good beating since I met him. *sigh* I am finding I need it to focus... Monday, July 05, 2010 8:41:49 AM via Power Twitter in reply to saynine   

New class- Concubine101 :D I'm in! RT@masterslaves @the_concubine I have decided differently, you will be a good study subject, thank you! Monday, July 05, 2010 8:52:54 AM via Power Twitter    

@SlipperyWhnWhet Withdrawal: This has been the longest I have gone without seeing Sir since we met. I think my bod...    

I am taking some time off and going offline. I will be back but need a few days to get some things straightened out in my life. Wednesday, July 07, 2010 8:05:59 AM via Twitter for iPhone    

@SlipperyWhnWhet Is It Really Love (Or Am I Just Doing My Job)?: I have disobeyed Sir a lot this week. Without goi...    

@SlipperyWhnWhet "Breathe": Waiting is hard. Patience is a virtue that I really need some work on. If I misbehaved...    

Be still... sit... wait... breathe... Saturday, July 10, 2010 8:40:48 AM via Twitter for iPhone    

@SlipperyWhnWhet Fifly Things I Have Leaned So Far This Week:      1.       I brought this on myself. Whatever hap...    

@SlipperyWhnWhet I Said "I Will Accept Any Decision Sir Makes.":    

@SlipperyWhnWhet HNT: "Hair": Happy Wanton Wednesday and Half-Nekkid Thursday (very early) My hair should always l...    

Being taken out to a comedy show tonight. Not used to being taken out in public. Just taken and used... ;D Wednesday, July 14, 2010 12:36:06 AM via Twitter for iPhone    

@SlipperyWhnWhet Not Released... Freed...: After a long hard night at work, I was an hour ahead of schedule. I was...    

Cool! Kinky comedy and a Sensation Play demonstration... Plus beating and fucking... This day keeps getting better and better... :D Wednesday, July 14, 2010 2:01:18 PM via Twitter for iPhone    

Happy #HNT! "Hair" ;)    

Will a 1 lb stainless steel njoy butt plug set off metal detectors at the airport? Halfway tempted to test the theory today. I have time. ;) Thursday, July 15, 2010 12:27:38 PM via Power Twitter    

Took njoy out of my bag and held it. There is no way this thing wouldn't set off a metal detector. I have held guns that weighed less... Thursday, July 15, 2010 12:59:27 PM via Power Twitter    

@SlipperyWhnWhet Awww... Sweet Talker...: "One reason for releasing you is that I truly am looking for that specia...    

I love cock! :D Friday, July 16, 2010 1:36:05 AM via Twitter for iPhone    

@SlipperyWhnWhet Sirdrop Saga: One of the benefits of journaling is that this is like an online diary. I write abo...    

@SlipperyWhnWhet Morning Chat: Me:    Good morning. Him:     Hi. Me:    My hair is pretty messed up this morning....    

Crosses, cocks, and crops... Oh my! Friday, July 16, 2010 8:40:09 PM via Power Twitter    

New Blog Post: Evening Chat (Girl Talk)    

Four handsome paremedics. An unexpected start to my work day. Never a good thing but I do love the view. Shorts today... Nice! Saturday, July 17, 2010 9:22:52 AM via Twitter for iPhone    

Is there a Taboo play you would never consider partici… — I have not been in this lifestyle very long (only 9 mo…    

@saynine- thank you for the question. Legal minors not Age Play. Anyone else want to ask me anything?    

New Blog Post: Is there a Taboo play you would never consider participating in under any circumstance? Saturday, July 17, 2010 6:01:38 PM via twitterfeed   

Over-masturbation at work leads to oversleeping at work. ;D Sunday, July 18, 2010 8:54:51 AM via Twitter for iPhone    

Home from work, kids still sleeping. House totally silent and totally mine. Attitude and altitude adjusted. ;) So fucking awesome! Ahhh... about 24 hours ago via Twitter for iPhone    

@willfulenslaved You make so many men's days... (Right @saynine?) about 21 hours ago via Power Twitter in reply to willfulenslaved   

@saynine @willfulenslaved Thank you both! *blushes modestly* ;) about 21 hours ago via Power Twitter    

Damn, mention a bit of OTK spanking and a Facial and the DMs Blow the Fuck Up. Poppa likes :-D about 18 hours ago via Echofon Retweeted by you

Two playdates set up for this week with two Doms. Being an "unattached sub" does have some advantages. ;)

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Thinking About Golf

Just sitting on my balcony watching guys play golf on the course I live next to.

Do I play golf? No.

Do I understand golf? Yes.

Why am I thinking about golf? Because golf will get me laid later this week. Not tomorrow... but soon. ;D

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Slut Logic

* An interesting fact for those who are trying to follow along: 

C and I met because I was fucking her boyfriend. She was not exactly happy about that. Now we are friends. I told her she was a "Guest Star" on my blog. :D

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C: So, did you get your date with #1 set up?

ME: No. But might arrange to see #2 tomorrow.

C: Oh, well good. What happened with #1?

ME: Nothing. Just wanted to see #2. It's time for some "it's all about me" sex. Orgasm fetish, remember? If you have more than one man, you can pick different styles for different moods. I have always just been honest. "Look, I really want to fuck this guy. Doesn’t mean I don’t want to fuck you too." MOST guys are cool with that.

C: But, I don't like D fucking other women. So.......

ME: Can't have a double standard. Not judging, just typing down my own perspective when that comes up for me... My slut logic.

C: I don't have a double standard... That doesn't seem quite right.

ME: I know. Either you both do or neither does.

C: Yes. I am boring huh?

ME: No. Not judging I said. I know you are different than me. I am just showing you my outlook... Not trying to convert you.

C: Thank you....and, I don't judge you either...I revel in differences.

ME: Well, not right now... ;)

C: Oh stop.

ME: lol

C: Silly girl.

ME: If it were me, I would have at least two. I don’t have to choose.

C: Anyway.....I am on a journey of discovery. GAG. I can't believe I just said that. So corny

ME: So you see each once a month, and then you are getting laid well about every two weeks... My logical thinking in my slutty mind...

C: Well, points to ponder for sure.

ME: These thoughts always convince me! lol

C: Well, I may get there at some point, but right now I am just content with D.

ME: Good

C: I am enjoying my freedom being single, and he is perfect. He is a great guy, and he lives far so I don't have to jump too far in. I was married for 24 years so it's nice living on my own.

ME: With pedicures and camping.

C: Yes. And, travel and, sleeping in.

ME: Enjoy the hell out of it!

C: I am....it was hard at first...but, it's great now. No one to answer to. No kids. No husband.

ME: I would still want cock.

C: Yeah....I can live without it. I did once for over 5 years. No sex.

ME: GOOD cock.

C: For over 5 years.

ME: The kind you crave so much it hurts...

C: D

ME: Sorry... mid "severe craving".

C: What are you saying? D isn't worth craving? LOL

ME: No. When I typed that sentence "the kind you crave so much it hurts..." I had an overwhelming craving for some hot sex... will definitely see if I can see #2...

C: Oh.....I get it. DUH. Trying to see him tomorrow?

ME: Yes.

C: Well, I hope it works out.

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Is there a Taboo play you would never consider participating in under any circumstance?

I have not been in this lifestyle very long (only 9 months), but I have already learned never to say never. Many of my hard limits have been removed from the list due to education and sheer trust. Many things that used to scare me now intrigue me. I think the ones least likely to ever go away are minors, scat, and animals.

Ask me anything, seriously ;)

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Evening Chat (Girl Talk)

* For those of you that might be trying to follow along, we are not talking tonight about the same guy I talked to this morning. ;)

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ME: You there? Switched back to computer

C: Yes, I am here
C: I haven't worn a dress for about 10 years

ME: I rarely do, but the dress code for the show was "sexy"

C: I would have worn what I always do
C: Black, black, black

ME: Wrap around dress only held shut by about 6" sewn in front. It was black

C: Whoa
C: Sexy

ME: Went past sexy and went for slutty

ME: Only problem is the stairs on the ferry are wind tunnels

C: Sweet!

ME: As well as the upper deck

C: What kind of undies?

ME: Black lacy cheeky panties with stockings

C: Sexy

ME: Easy access

ME: Top and bottom

C: Good girl

ME: Started my date out by saying I wanted a pic of me on that cross at with the curtain open at sunset over the lake

C: What do people thing when they go into his house, and see that cross?
C: It's super sexy
C: But, then I am a weirdo and think things like that are sexy

ME: Can’t miss it... But he hangs an old life ring and ship's wheel on it...

C: Well that is interesting
C: Did you get on there?
C: I have never been on one

ME: I think it is hot as hell this is built in to this nice cabin

ME: Haven’t been on it yet...

ME: Teased him a bit on it in my bra and panties the other night...

C: Maybe you SHOULD introduce me to this guy!
C: He seems to be a rare find
C: Sweet
C: AND very, very naughty
C: Just the type I like

ME: Let me test drive him a bit for you.... k?

C: No sweat
C: I'm kidding

ME: Believe me if I recommend a man it's because I KNOW what I am talking about

C: Yes....that is a nice service that you provide
C: Couldn't resist

ME: And once again blood flow has been diverted from my mind to other parts of my body...

C: Give hubby fair warning that he will be performing again tonight.....back by popular demand

ME: If I am still up when he gets home...

ME: Fair warning... I have corrupted many of my female friends...

C: Well, you would have to introduce me to the most amazing men
C: Sweet, smart, kind, fucking HOT in the sack

ME: I will start shopping for you...

C: Ok you do that
C: If only it were that easy
C: It's not for me
C: I think WAY too much

ME: There are cures for that...

C: Subspace?

ME: Well, if you could relax and enjoy enough to get there...

ME: I was thinking more about getting tied up and sensuously tormented by some talented man...

C: Oh! Well that sounds ok too!

ME: Guaranteed to get your brain good and focused...

ME: Very in the moment

ME: Damn... Now I have totally distracted myself...

C: Silly gargoyle

ME: Sorry... Thinking about crosses...

C: Crosses and cocks and crops oh my!

ME: OMG that's an awesome combo!

ME: And so stolen for my twitter status...

C: You may have it

ME: Thank you

ME: ROFLMAO.... what were we talking about anyway?

C: I don't remember
C: Something about you distracting yourself

ME: The three "C"s

ME: Damn. I wish I could go over there right now

C: Over to his place?

ME: Yes

C: I'll be back in a few
C: Landlord the fuck AGAIN!!!
C: Can't he leave me alone?
C: FUCK

ME: Fuck him...

ME: (You know it’s different when I say that...)

ME: Computer restarted

ME: Damn I hate it when that happens. ;)

ME: At least mine didn't start installing updates

ME: Wow...long time... ARE you fucking him?

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