For almost a week I have felt calm... focused... at peace.
It is not like anything in my life has been calm. In fact it has been a pretty crappy week overall, yet I am still cloaked in this veil of tranquility. I can think better, I am more patient, and I am happier. Things that would normally bother me just don't.
I call it my calm after the storm. This is one of the results, for me, of suffering extreme pain, an after effect of deep subspace. I have so missed this serenity.
