Oh wow. Ouch! I did say "Fuck my mind. Ask me a question." You must be a sadist... And you have obviously been reading my blog. *deep breath* Ok... Let's see if I can answer this.
Logically, no. I can never be what Sir is ultimately looking for. I am married. He deserves his own special someone, and that is more than I can offer. I really want him to be happy.
For me I have an awful track record of trying to stay binogamous. I am 0 for 3. (I have never been monogamous.) I am a slut, and always will be.
That was the logical answer. When I first read this question I had a different initial response. My heart and soul screamed "Hell yes!" He will probably always own me.
Honestly I don't know what I would say. No, that's a lie. I would say yes. I would shut myself off from all other men and do my best to be good. Eventually, though, I would fail and go through all of this pain again...
I am definitely not an emotional masochist... I have finally found a pain limit.
